I need to find an aid
For this phase when feelings start to fade.
It's like losing interest
In being anyone's dearest.
I miss that version of me,
That curious, excited, and fascinating Avani.
The one who is now a bland fellow,
Sharing all her feelings through tears with a pillow.
I've turned into an insensitive being,
Who doesn’t have any feelings.
But I think it's better in one way or another,
'Cause it taught me to accept the reality and move further.
~AVANI
