✓ Hundred Broken Hearts | Yang Jungwon

Chapter 15

Chapter 15
~You know I'm just a flight away~

The following weeks were exhilarating.
The Christmas vibe finally had set in and Jungwon and I weren't busy anymore.
I was giggling like a schoolgirl again over the messages he sent and we were talking for hours again.

We watched Netflix, baked together, talked left, wrote flirty text messages, had deep talk sessions, read a book together, and talked about our plans for the holidays when he would come over during Christmas for 2 weeks, leaving us enough time to tame the growing longing of our hearts.

It looked like the perfect plan but no one expected that an emergency would occur at his workplace.
On the day of his arrival, at 2 AM, he left me a message.

I'm sorry.
I can't visit you this week. An emergency occurred and the stocks are crashing.
But I begged them to let me fly to you next week, even if the problem stays.
Which means we'd still have a week together!

I miss you and again, I'm so sorry...
I love you

I bite my quivering lip until it bleeds.
All those weeks of thoroughly planning our week just for everything to come crashing down in one second...

Maybe it's not the only reason why I'm freaking out so much. Maybe it's just all my pent-up emotions and this event was just the trigger of setting all the emotions free.

I couldn't deny, however, that I was frustrated with how things went. Was it supposed to be that way? So heartbreaking. I had the perfect boyfriend and we were able to communicate everything just fine. But why do I feel lonely? Why do I feel like when it comes to this big issue we have, we keep avoiding talking about it.
A problem so obvious, yet we're too afraid to realize that we're running around in circles. The problem of juggling our work problems, and at the same time also being responsible for the emotions and problems of the other too.

I may be overdramatic but I'm left to ask myself just how long we have to go through this.

We're both living our individual lifes and sometimes it's hard to find a way to connect our different worlds.

I love him and I feel like he is the one...but I have a feeling that we're just doing each other no good. He has a career to focus on but he can't give his 100% because he has to make time for me...
They need him, even next week, yet he put me first. What if he loses an opportunity to prove himself and get promoted?

I love him so much that sometimes I think if that means I should let him go, I would do it without hesitation. It's been 6 months and I'm left to ask myself when we will reunite. Not only for brief visits.
The last time I asked him he said he needed more than a year...
But if we continue to stay together, won't we drift further apart as time passes? Will our relationship shatter more and more, until it's broken, not fixable?

**
Y/n
Let's talk. I booked a flight to Busan. I'll be there by tomorrow morning.

Jungwon
For real, babe?! I miss you so much, you can't believe it❤️ Finally I can hold you in my arms again and feel your lips on mine.
I'm sorry I couldn't be there on Christmas:((

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