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I know this isn't what I normally post, since it isn't an update, nor is it an a/n.
But I just felt like saying something, more or less just rambling about it. You are obviously not obliged to read this, it's just something I felt compelled (?) to do (?).
First of all, how are you really doing? Doesn't have to be an indepth explanation. You, again, don't have to answer if you don't want to.
(Yes I'm gonna answer my own question, Incase one of you answers, so you don't feel alone (?))
It has been shitty. Literally everything has, and nothing has been good for years. I just pretend well, I guess. Fake it till you make it type shit. And tonight is no better.
Secondly, whatever you're feeling is valid. Whatever sadness, anxiety, fear, I promise you someone understands you. I understand you.
September is suicide prevention month. A lot of beautiful souls have been lost and if you are one of those grappling onto your last specks of hope, I'm here to talk. I'm doing quite shit myself. Also, struggling. But I'm just putting it out there, just so you know, that you're not by yourself, if anything.
If you've attempted and you're still here, I'm proud of you. You may not like that you're still here, but I do. And if there's at least one person (me), that's proud of you, I think that matters more than anything.
If you've SH, and have scars, I'll draw little stars over them with my pen. Virtually, of course. (It might seem silly, but I don't care.)
If you don't feel pretty enough, I'll blabber about how beautiful you are, inside and out, until you actually believe it yourself.
If you're going through something and you're feeling utterly lost and distraught, I'm here to listen. Don't have to explain to me, just know that I'm here.
I don't know how much are gonna read this, and I don't know if anyone will think it's stupid, but I felt the need to.
(This might, once again, seem silly) But, to those who lost their battle, you're not weak in the slightest. To those who relapsed recently, it's okay. Tomorrow is a brand new day and you can start fresh.
Not sure if any of this made sense, since it is literally eleven pm, but... yeah...
~
I love you🩷
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