{~-Heavenly Veil-~} Rusame Love Story

Headache

Darkness dwells like the darkest waters and deepest pits- spilling forth like a creeping monster whispering sweet and sour realities into one's ears. It continues to expand, sweeping ashore unnoticed- never gleaming but igniting into a fury that vows to engulf you completely until resistance can be found no more.

Bitter sweet bubbles pops like foams from longing memories. Causing aches into the depths of the heart, spiraling emotions as well as the questions that engulfs your mind of what was real and what was not.

Trapping you like a frail creature at sea, bringing you into a sense of quiet guidance and lowering you further into the motionless waters, a bottomless pit. It would soon be your new nest.

And as you are taken further under, time freezes and everything chips at you- not your skin, but it will like it does and you wish that it would because you don't want to lose or forget that emotional state of what we call innocence. Peace. Happiness. The love we crave and need. And it will just- slip from under your fingertips. You'll never feel it again, you'll never get to hold a small piece of it ever again- it will never be the same as you remember. Not anymore.

Frozen and sunk. A heartless statue at the bottom of a pit. So dark, so cold. I could only watch as everything unfolded itself. It was all bitter. Pointless. And it hurt me so much that all I could hear was my own- disgusting- pitiful cries.

The pain forever aches in my chest- I want to squeeze it all out! It's all so painful! It's so- so- Terrible!

I HATE IT!

It didn't matter anymore. Nothing ever did. It will never, ever again- mean a single thing to me.

So what is this mocking light next to me?

Why are you by my side- why do you stay by my side?

I don't need you,

I don't want you here next to me.

You'll just do the same act as everyone else.

You're not real-

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

That light has always stood by my side. No matter how much I tried pushing it away- getting rid of it, it just stayed by my side. And it was happy . . . But why?

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"Your Highness." Several knocks played at my door which jolted me awake from my slumber as I laid motionless on my bed. My body felt heavy, and I heavily breathed out, groaning as a sharp pain struck my head. I rubbed my temples as I mentally focused on not sounding like I had just got up. "Yes, what do you need?" Well, I fucked that up.

"Pardon me your Highness, but the King requests your presence immediately."

"Right," I said whilst lifting myself up off the bed. "I will be there soon."

How long have I been out for? I thought to myself, and my eyes laid upon a soundless Estonia who was comfortable in my bed as if it was his own.

"Also your Highness," The guard outside spoke once more which caught my attention for this extra news. It wasn't every day that father 'requests' for my presence. In fact, that was quite strange coming from him.