Pete tried not to think about his encounter with Ocean. He would have to deal with it in a few more days when he went to his next doctor appointment but not yet. He tried not to think about it for three days yet his mind kept wandering away to the few moments before he knew Ocean was just another taken man whose eyes wandered to new toys. Another man like the one Pete had loved. Was it him was he bad luck and destined to only want men who couldn't be faithful? He had never considered himself foolish but the two times he ever had a sexual attraction to anyone had been to two men one he passionately loved who threw their future away for what from what little Pete had cringingly seen was the worst lay of his ex-lovers life and now he had a spark a feeling of wanting for a man who flirted with him behind the mother of his child's back. Pete swore he would never let a taken man touch him like that. He would never be the cause of that deep unforgivable pain that he still felt to anyone else.
Pete spent the next few days dreading a call he would have to make. He was so tired of meeting men he couldn't trust and worse they seemed to be exactly his type. Vegas betrayed him and Ocean the only other man he had been attracted to flirted with him even though he obviously already had a family. Pete felt like he was defective. Was he really only ever going to want to get fucked by faithless men? Why couldn't he want to be with a sweet caring woman or a good man who wanted to grow old with only him.
Pete had never even been sure what his sexuality was and for the longest time believed himself to possibly be asexual. Then when he fell in love with Vegas he realized it was complicated. Vegas was sexy and god he could make Pete come so hard so much. Vegas was made to fuck Pete and Pete was made to get fucked by Vegas. Pete settled his mind with that explanation. He told himself he was born to belong to Vegas and that was why he couldn't feel anything physical for anyone else. So why did he feel something for Ocean the moment he saw the man? Pete sighed sure that he was completely broken if it were true that only men who cheat turned him on. Now he had to see one of the two of those men every week for the well-being of his children.
It was well into the afternoon when Pete finally pulled out his phone to schedule his next doctor appointment. He had only just met Ocean and for his sons he would push down any feelings of interest or disdain he might have for him. Pete began to tap the call through when he heard a knocking at the courtyard door. Pete was still lost in thought about the call he had to make as his newly adopted grandmother was sweeping the courtyard when the wooden gate shook with the little give on the old hinges. He ran to the gate and just as it slightly crept open Pete felt little arms wrap around him. He looked down to see Kitty snuggling him like a child would snuggle their own mother for comfort and security.
"Hello babies I am here to play with you." The child giggled at Pete's growing belly. "Papa and I brought you food for Pete to eat I hope you like it."
"Kitty they can't play with you for some time." A deeper voice followed.
Pete looked past the child to the handsome man entering the courtyard. "I didn't invite you in." Pete said quietly so as not to disappoint the little girl.
"I know but I wanted to bring you the things you left behind. They are for the babies mostly and I think we should talk. There is a misunderstanding Pete and I would like if you would allow me to explain some things." Ocean glanced at his daughter who was twirling around in the little courtyard under the leaves of a little tree.
"Papa don't forget to tell him we brought food to cook. Let's eat soon I'm hungry. "Kitty began to dance around the courtyard playing in the freshly fallen leaves.
"I could have gotten these at my next visit. I don't like having uninvited guests." Pete glared at Ocean obviously angry with the tall man.
"We got off on the wrong foot Pete. I acted inappropriate with you and that is my fault but you assumed I was the type of man that would screw around and that is your fault. We don't know each other well enough to be making such quick judgments, but I wan to know you. I have wanted to know you since the day Kim sent me your photograph so please let me explain some things. Let me explain where my daughter came from." Ocean looked earnestly at the dark haired man in front of him. "Hear me out I have a proposition for you."
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A Few Small Repairs --- VegasPete OceanPete
FanfictionPete was a complicated man who loved an equally complicated man. They were meant to have forever. If only the man he thought was the love of his life had not betrayed him. Will he move on and accept love again when it is offered by someone new, some...