At times I cry
At times I laugh
At times I just want you to show me I matter
Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever forgive me
Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever Trust me 100%
Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever let everyone else go just so we can be happy
When you don't answer my calls I fight with demons
When you don't reach out I feel abandoned all over again
When you yell at me for no reason I tell myself I fell because I wasn't there to protect you
Lately I just been praying and talking with God
Lately I just been trying to figure out am I who you truly want to be with
Lately I been low in spirit
Lately I been questioning our relationship
God makes no mistakes and I'm praying this will turn out Genuinely
I know I work your nerves but I do it to reassure you I'm all for you and nothing but you so please hear me out J-DaDon
I Love you the Bad & Good but ion wanna hurt you no more so whenever you ready to give up just know I'm always on the other side of that door..
