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Jimins pov:

The rain is pouring down outside the window. I'm in Hollys room. Holly is Yoongis dog. It's a boy even tho Holly is a girls name.

He's just so cuddly

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He's just so cuddly. I am petting his head and his cute tail in swinging in the air. I love Holly so much and I'm so grateful for being able to take care of him. Yoongi trusted me to be his 'keeper'.

I'm on my phone, I am sitting and staring at the picture Suga sent me during truth or dare. His fine body is glowing, and I admit, I just want to touch it. He is quite touchy with me, wants to hug and lie close, hold hands and so on. But when we were in the hospital, he suddenly pulled his hand away and refused to look at me. It made me weirdly sad.

But I have started to realize one thing. I like Yoongi. Like romantically like. As more than a friend. Like I'm in love kinda way. I think I'm in love with Yoongi. This is not good. Not good at all. Cuz he told me in the car that he was afraid of falling in love. So my chances with him are still 0%. But I still know how I feel, or how I think I feel. He makes me nervous and every time I think about him I get butterflies. And to make it harder for me, he is super nice and handsome. I keep thinking about him. And if I didn't like him why would I want to kiss him?! I hasn't even kissed my mother.

Suddenly the lamp started shining white and beeping. I'm to lazy to get up so I just send him an sms.

Jiminie: what's up

Yoon🐈: I need your help
i have to get chned for bed
*changed

Jiminie: Can u plis wait
I'm duddling Holly.
*cuddling

Yoon🐈: Oh
Wait a minute, I am on my way

A few minutes later he enters the room and asks me to move him to the couch next to me. Lazily I get up. Of course I pick up Holly and places him in my lap once again.

"Look outside. It's such a vibe." Yoongi says and smiles at me. "Yeah."
"When I was younger I had a silly dream. It was me outside in the rain, kissing a boy. Silly huh?"
"You like boys?" I feel heat rise in my body. Maybe my crush likes men.

"Nah. It was just a weird dream." A rock falls down in my stomach.
"Oh...."

The next day

When I come to the kitchen Yoongi is already there eating cereal looking cute as ever.

"Morning" He says in a sleepy slow voice. I answer goodmorning and start eating from the other bowl of cereal.

"Wanna play a game?" I suggest. I saw this fun game on tiktok the other day. It seems like a good way to get to know each other. It's like one of us choses a category and then both of us show a picture of the category. Seems like fun. Yoongi agrees and we decide to start with a foto of us from high school. I start.

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