Disabled I YM

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(Blablabla I had 2 chapters with just random shit I'm summarising here. Yoongi asked Jimin why he'd lie to his mom and Jimin told Yoongi it's because he wanted his mom to love him to her last breath. 

Also, the doctor agreed to let Jimin come back to Yoongis mansion and be treated by the olders private doctor. That's basically it. I don't know what I was yapping about honestly.

Also, I had a chapter on 6000 words were me and my friend did a challenge once. But yes I thought when I discovered I could delete over 2000 words cuz I didn't want that to happen in this translation.

I'm doing even more timeskips so what's basically happening is that Jimin is on a call with Jin to distract himself:)

(Jimin is normal and Jin is italic. :)

"Hello?"

"Hi! Jiminie! How are you! I heard from Yoongi!"

"I am bad. My head is hurting like an ass."

"Oh no! Please Jiminie you have to get better! Promise me that!"

"Yeah." 

"What did the doctors say?"

"Well, they said something about me getting better. I am moved to Yoongis private doctor."

"Damn! How is that man so freaking rich? He has a man for everything! Maybe I should apply for one?"

"Urm..."

"Oh, I get it, you want him for yourself. It's fine Chim, you can have him."

" I don't want him for myself!"

"You definitely do! I saw they way you looked at him!"

"Noo...."

"You did! Admit it!"

"I don't like him!"

"Oh...so you love him? A bit early but understandable."

" Nooo! Maybe I like him a tiny bit I guess"

"I knew it! You guys are gonna make a great couple! Now tell me all the great things about him."

"He is so very handsome and cute. I love how his earlobes turn red when he's embarrassed. The way he widens his eyes when he's surprised. The way he cares for me. He always asks how I'm doing and tries to help when I'm sad. He drove 5 hours just so I could see my mother."

"One. You drove and he sat beside you. Two, he dumped you there and made Namjoon drive him home."

"It's okay. He's a human. Humans do mistakes."

"You are just way to nice Jiminie. But I hear how much you like him. How are you gonna tell him? Are you just gonna be like: hi, wanna be my boyfriend? Or more like: buy flowers and go on a resturant and then ask?" 

"Stop it there! I'm not gonna ask! If he likes me he will!"

"Be a man Jiminie! You can't just sit there and wait for him to all the labour. Ask him!"

"Nooo!"

"Yes! And I'm sorry Jiminie, but I have to go, my boss is calling me. Talk to you later. Kiss!" Jin hangs up. 

Jin hangs up and I am once again left alone with my thoughts. Would I dare tell Yoongi how I feel? Probably not. Would I say yes if he asked if I wanted to be his boyfriend? Probably. There we have it, I do nothing and wait until he takes the next step. But what if he does nothing at all. Imagine if we will always stay like this, as friends. Sure, he flirts with me a bit sometimes, but it's just for fun. I think? Hope not. Because what if he would actually like me. I could help him get dressed without dying of embarrassment. I could let my hand caress his toned stomach and pull him into a hug. Feel that fresh masculine scent Yoongi always has. I have become addicted to it.

About two hours later

It feels like a lot of trouble to have to ask for food, but I'm really hungry. My stomach rumbles and hurts for food. I send a short message to Yoongi about food. He responds by asking what I want. It feels so spoiled to force him to buy what I want but if he asks like that? I say I would love to have McDonalds, like a chicken burger and a Mcflurry. Sweet as he is, he says the food is on its way. And soon a shadow rolls into my room.

"How are you Jiminshi?" He asks. 

"Ermm...all right."

"Do you need anything?"

"No"

"Are you sure? You can say yes. I will be happy to help you." A sweet Yoongi asks like the gentleman he is.

"Umm...maybe we can do something together? Watch a movie or something?" How did I dare to say this?! Please please say yes!

"Sure! Move!" 

He pulls himself up in bed with great difficulty because I can't help. But once he's up, I take the computer from the bedside table. Then I try to be brave. I wrap my hand around his waist and pull him close. I don't feel satisfied until we're so close that I can feel his warmth flowing into my body. A hand slides down and grabs my hand. Our fingers intertwine. I take a deep breath and inhale his scent. Our hands rest tightly together on the mattress.

"Do you want to lay down?" He asks super duper sweet and I nod. 

He is half-lying, half-sitting over the pillows. Yoongis legs are spread so that it is shaped like an chair in his lap. He pats the space between his legs with his hand. I crawl up between his legs and lean back against his stomach. His arms snakes arounds my waist and hugs me. I tilt my head back. I feel his deep breath in my hair. I shudder, a good shudder.

"Can you see the screen?""Mhm" 

I turn on friends on the computer. He hugs me even tighter and places small kisses in my hair.

"Your hair smells so good, he mummels into my head.I feel my heart warm in my chest. Tears almost form in the eyes due to the tenderness of his gestures. I feel a great love for how kind he is to me. Now that I'm injured. I regret all this even tho I know it wasn't my fault. 

I move my head so that I lie a little more comfortably against his neck.

"Jimin? You know how much I like you?" He randomly says.

"I-...no?"
"Turn around."

He puts his hands on my hips and swings me around. I end up straddling his thighs."Look at me."I shyly look up from my stomach to his eyes. The intense gaze makes me so madly nervous. I feel the butterflies in my stomach exploding. They want to eat me.

"Can I kiss you?"

It is not possible to answer, I can only nod.

He leans forward and leans his forehead against mine. Slowly we approach each other until our lips meet. He presses his lips firmly yet calmly against mine. I feel rushes of joy through my whole body. Yoongi's arms are around my waist and he pushes me closer. I let a hand slide up into his thick hair, the smooth strands in my grip. With the other I caress his back. His lips suck gently on mine, tasting me. I feel unsure of how to respond, so I just let him do it all. My bottom lip is in his mine, I feel his tongue slide over it. Beneath me I feel...

"Yoongi, what's so hard under me?"

He gets very red on his earlobes and neck. Then I understand what it was. Embarrassed, I cover my face in my hands. Yoongi moves my hands away and bravely meets my gaze. He leans forward and our lips meet again. I try to follow his movement, sucking a little on his lips. I gently let my tongue play over his lips. Our mouths are made for each other. Perfect match. We move in perfectly in evey step. I feel my whole body pounding with the movements. This is what I am made for. Everything feels perfect. It doesn't matter that I can hardly breathe. It doesn't matter that my butt is mashed by Yoongis hard-on. It doesn't matter that my back bends at an unnatural angle.

All that matters is that I get to be near him. I get to be close to the guy I like. Now I understand why people like kissing so much. It's because you get to get so close to the person you like. You can hardly get much closer than this. But of course I can't forget how wonderful it feels. His lips are so soft and kind of...smooth? I love them.