One wants love and one detests love
When the paths of two cross, things change for both of them. A journey of mixing business with pleasure, lust, betrayal, and romance begins.
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Here I was, in my father's car saying nothing as I watched his driver take me home like I was a child again. I felt hopeless, useless...like a piece of shit. Am I even allowed to feel this way? I mean it is all my fault and I just don't know what to do anymore.
Pouring myself into business won't help clear this phase. I've never felt this way about anyone before. Valentina, okay, but I realised I loved her because I needed a female in my life since my mother died.
But as for Sophia, it wasn't based on anything. I truly loved her and I hated that she'd managed to get to me, to find a place in my heart. I hated how I trusted that old bastard. I hated how much I was controlled by my him.
I had to fix this, but how?
Does someone just forget every beautiful moment they've shared with you when you betray them? Is that how it's always going to be in this life? This world?
I needed to see one person who had always had my back and I also hated that he was right. He did warn me and I refused to listen, like I always do.
I showed the driver the location of the club we always met up and he headed there. I texted him and he replied instantly saying he was already there.
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"Hey, Leo," Enzo said waving at me, "Over here."
I walked up to where he was and hugged him briefly. "Hey, man. How have you been?" I asked.
"Good, everything is alright. I just felt I needed to come here, you know?" He said and I rolled my eyes. He found out and was ready to make me more guilty.
"I'm all ears, say what you want to say. lecture me and I think this time, I'll actually listen," I said and ordered a bottle of whisky.
"How you feeling?" He asked and I chuckled.
"Do I even have the right to justify my feelings after hurting an innocent person?" I asked and downed the shot I took. The taste of the whisky burned my throat, I deserved worse than this.
"Have you talked to her?" he asked and I shot him a look.
"She didn't even listen. Enzo, I told her I loved her and she questioned it," I said taking in another shot and he took the bottle from me.
"Can you blame her? Don't think getting drunk will make the pain go away," He said and I groaned as I slammed the counter making heads turn to us.
"What do I do?" I asked and put my head on the table, clenching my fists.
"Calm down first and get a chance to talk to her. It won't be easy, but try your best. When do you think you'll get her available?" He said and I lifted my head in thought.
"I think during the court case, she's taking dad to court and it will be a three day thing," I replied and he nodded.
"I can't believe you let a woman like that slip out of your hands, she seems fearless," He said while shaking his head.
"Don't make me feel worse than I already feel," I said and grabbed the bottle from him.
"And dad?"
"I'm going to kill that old bastard, I'm not holding back anymore," I said and drank directly from the bottle this time.
"I'm supporting you in that one," He said and we both chuckled.
"So that leaves me to this,"He said while grinning and I knew what he was about to say.
"Don't you dare say--"
"I told you so, I was fucking right," He said loudly in my ear and I pushed him away and rolled my eyes. He just laughed. Asshole!
This is a pretty short chapter, but voteee! Thoughts on the book? Thanks for this many views and votes though. ilu<3
