my little listener ( Seungin ff )

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Seungmin's pov

My eyes widened in shocked, the shadow of unaware feeling slowly fading, making it visible. Even hyunjin noticed it?
Do i really like him? But how and why?
"I- I don't" i tried to push the feelings away. there's no way of imagining jeongin and me being together. I can't like him but my heart aching for avoiding it.
"Don't ignore.. i can clearly see your interest for him" hyunjin was all calm saying these but why

"Okay I do! I like jeongin! I like him from the beginning! Now don't ever bring the topic again. Not Infront of him. Not until everything fix up" with that I left the him to find jeongin.

Time skip
(It's hyunibini and minsung moment)

Hyunjin was sitting on e bench lowering his head. His mind imagining a lot of things. He failed to get his love, he couldn't confess how he wanted all the time. He felt his tears rolling down on cheek
"Hey crybaby! Why are you sad?"
Hyunjin lift his head to see the person. It was changbin putting his hands on waist.
"Changbin?"hyunjin was confused seeing him suddenly. Changbin acted to be surprised cupping his own cheek with widened eyes sassily
"Omg! One of the heartthrob of our uni knows me!! My god I feel so popular now!" Hyunjin narrowed his eyes with irritation
"What are you doing here?"
"Why are you crying?" Changbin sat beside him on bench with concern eyes
"That's none of your business!"

"I found you sitting alone crying so definitely you need someone's care rn.. huh!!!!!"
Hyunjin raised his eye brows with amazed
"Really you think I'll enjoy your company?"
"Why not! Everybody loves my company. Even if you don't now lately you'll start loving because of my charm" changbin said flipping his hair side with a proud smile. Hyunjin found it somehow cute.
"You know! I'm the sassiest boy in uni but your friend felix always tries to compete with me!!! Do you think he's more sassy, charmer than me?
Hyunjin laughed at him slowly forgetting the argument he had Seungmin a while ago
"Nope!!" Hyunjin shook his head agreeing with changbin. The aura was filled in love with laugh, smile , teasing between them. Changbin smiled at him seeing hyunjin's mood lightening.

Han was passing through the road until he noticed them together. He felt angry because changbin was being close with someone of them they all hate. As he was about to go there with anger in his eyes, he felt a sudden grip stopping him. He turned back to see minho
"Leave my hand!" Han was fuming in anger after remembering to hate him
"Why are you going to ruin their moment" minho had no expression
" Changbin is my friend and it's my responsibility to save him from getting hurt"
"What do you mean by getting hurt???"
"Don't act dumb! All of you hate us for messing with you. Even jeongin was just new in uni still y'all didn't leave the chance to make it complicated on first day. Changbin is so precious, I don't want his heart get broken by your friend for the hate" minho was speechless seeing the different han from others day
"Listen han jisung! We don't hate you even if you messed the situation at least I never hated you! I can never do this! I always tried to defend you and jeongin from getting hurt. I always stand for both of you."
Minho took a deep breath closing his eyes for a moment as he kept going
"Even if you don't know, Seungmin  likes jeongin too and soon he'll realize it . The strong love in all of them can break the wall of weak hate i believe.
Han froze there hearing minho's word. He was starring at him with surprise because all the time they tried to keep hating on Seungmin's group although he liked minho once still he was finding reason to hate him and they want to build the love. But he was strong with his mind he can't let his friends to get closed with them.
" I don't care! I'm taking changbin back along with Jeongin!" As han was about to go but minho grabbed his hand dragging him from there to backyard of a building. He pushed him on wall and pinned his hands against it.. minho's eyes were darkened
"I'm not letting you" he went closer to han's face. His gaze wasn't leaving from the vulnerable boy
"I'll break the wall of hate even if you don't want! I'll break the wall between us too"
Han met his eyes when he heard the last line
"What're you talking about?"
"Why are you ignoring me, hanah?
His gaze softened still didn't leave from the shorter one
"I'm not ignoring you! What's even the "ignore" when nothing is between us"
"Should I make something then?"
"Wha-" before han could finish minho smashed his lip on him. Han's eyes widened, he couldn't process what just happening. Minho was kissing him with urge for the shorter to respond. few seconds later han kissed him back. their lips were moving with a sync. Minho pulled to catch breath as they attached their forehead.
"What's this for?" Han asked while panting
"To ruin the hate you're creating for me.. because I love you "
"I love you too" minho smirked at han's sudden reply. As he attached their lips again

Time skip
Seungmin went to the place he found jeongin working. As he entered he crunched his nose making a disgusted expression. The bar was so small He kept looking until he found jeongin was on the counter .
"Jeongin, I need to talk to you" jeongin turned around to see Seungmin
"What are doing here?"
"That's not matter. I need something to say. can you give some time for me?
Jeongin looked at him with a blank face thinking for a moment.
"Okay" he nodded as he got out of the bar. They both were standing outside.
"What do you want to talk"
Seungmin took a deep breath and started speaking
"Jeongin please don't leave me i mean the job. I just don't know how to explain properly but I really need you" jeongin looked away avoiding his contact
"I can't-" he felt heavy in his chest as he continued
"I can't tolerate the humiliation everyday. I'm not a mistress of yours. It was more embarrassing and killing me inside for agreeing with your condition and let you touch me. I felt so disgusted on myself. I can't just take the heavy amount of insulting of the slut word." Seungmin felt a guilt inside him.
"I'm sorry jeongin! I'll never do that anymore! I take my condition back! Just don't leave me like that. If you need money I'm giving you double amount of previous. Please"
Jeongin didn't look at his eyes.

"No... I'm not greedy to drool on your money. My dignity comes first" with that he went back to his work. Seungmin lowered his head with a failure mark on his face. Jeongin's word were hitting him.
Jeongin watching him turning back and slowly fading his presence,his heart clenched with guilt.

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