Open Heart

if i leave

if i leave
put me in a nice black suit
and burn me to ashes
or bury me in new york
whichever will make you feel better
tell my loved ones
i love you
i always wish you are well
i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you anymore
i'm sorry if i have ever hurt you
take care of yourself
i didn't want to die
but it seems like
the world had other plans for me
if an afterlife exists
i'll always watch over you
and make sure you're safe
if i leave