Baby Steps-My Littlespace Journey

Status Update: It's hard.

Sometimes when I'm doing stuff, I find that it gets hard and I immediately lose motivation to do it. Or anything. I just want to lay down and rot away sometimes.

It would be nice if I had someone to read all of my course material to me. Maybe I could do online courses and do it all in littlespace because it would be more rewarding and nobody else would see me in my little space. I'd probably need someone to help keep me on track and help me to learn if I did something like that. Otherwise, I would probably do poorly.

My car keeps not starting, so that's fun. I also just ran out of my contact lenses, so I got my glasses fixed so that I can see stuff when I need to. Hey, if anyone has an extra... 10,000 dollars or so to spare? I will humbly accept an investment into my wonderful career called college.

One day, I'm gonna be making $300,000 a year. Right now, I barely have $9,000 in the bank, and I'm not making any more money.

I'm thinking about trying more little space items. I have and like pacis and stuffies. I want to try sippy cups and maybe some fun toys or something. I'm also in a dorm with another person who I haven't told about my littlespace (and I don't plan to) so I'm trying to keep it on the down-low. I also have some diapers, but it's like I'm scared to try them. I don't know if it's because I just don't feel that little or if it's because I don't want my roommate finding out or what it is. What do you think? Should I try them?
Also, I'm sort-of broke, so I don't know if I can even get more stuff.
You're like, broke? $9,000 isn't broke. It will be if I don't get a job within the next half a year.

I really like snacking on peanuts. They're very tasty. I finished my little tub of peanuts, and I'm sad. I should buy more peanuts, but my car's broke and in the shop right now. So I just get to be sad.

Any words of advice? Any comments?
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