ARRANGED WITH HIM || LEE HEESEUNG

13: Serious argument?

HEESEUNG'S POV

When the guys told Hana to sit on my lap as a dare, I don't know why but I thanked them internally. I know I shouldn't feel this but...am i starting to care for her?

I reminded myself a lot of times that no! You hate her. You didn't wanted to marry her, it's just been 1-2 days since we got married and here I'm starting to care for her.

I never wanted an arranged marriage,  I never wanted to care for Hana, my wife. And I had told myself countless times that I would never let myself feel anything for her.

When I saw her smile and when she was laughing with others, I don't know why but I felt a strange urge to protect her, to keep her safe from harm. I found himself wanting to hold her, to comfort her, to keep her close...

So I placed my hand her waist. And held her tightly.

Her body was warm and soft against mine. I could smell her hair as it fell over his shoulder, the scent intoxicating.

I tried to ignore the way my heart was pounding, the way my pulse was racing. I tried to ignore the way my body was reacting to her proximity, to the feel of her on my lap.

But it was getting harder and harder to ignore. I could feel my body responding involuntarily, involuntarily wanting her.

She's annoying but... sometimes I feel like I want to protect her from this cruel world. And sometimes whenever she does something to piss me off, I couldn't help but to hate her.

I don't know what's happening. Sometime i want to protect her and sometimes I hate her. I'm just so confused.

And right now, its really difficult for me to stay quiet and stay calm. I don't know why the hell she's moving so much! Okay I know that she's having fun playing this game but...what the heck!?

I couldn't help but to groan at her actions.

"For god's sake, stop moving!" I whispered in her ear while groaning.

She suddenly stopped moving and I could feel that she's not even breathing.

"I'm not asking you to stop breathing. Just stop moving too much" I said.

She released her breath and said "I- i didn't realised... I'm sorry"

"Stop apologizing" I said.

"Okay then" she said.

She again started talking and playing with them still sitting on my lap. And soon the game was over and finally it was time for us to go home.

Finally!

"Here is her number" Hana said to jake.

I was waiting for her at the door to finish talking with him. When she got to know that jake likes her bestfriend, she got so happy. And decided to give jake her bestfriend's number.

"Thank you! I'll text her" jake said.

"Of course! But let me tell you, she's tough" Hana said.

"Really? Then I'll really have to talk to her now" jake chuckled.

Hana laughed with him and was about to say something but got interrupted by me.

"If you are done let's go home"

"Such a mood killer you are. Fine let's go" she said.

She bid them good and we walked out.

This time I thought to open the door for her but she was fast enough to open it by herself.