🖤Daily Life- Your depressed best friend needs you🖤
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,,Never leave me... Please."
I walk around the store, wondering what I should eat today. Buldak? Or maybe I should cook something? Curry? Suddenly my phone buzzes and I pull it out of my pocket, not even looking at the caller ID as I pick up the call and press my phone against my ear:,,Hello?"
As I hear a sob through the phone, I raise my eyebrows, waiting for the person to speak. ,,(Y/N)...", Geto's sob echoes through my ear and my chest tightens. ,,Geto? Are you okay?", I ask panicked and quickly walk out of the store.
,,I... I.. Need you...", he says, his voice shaky and another sob can be heard through the phone. ,,I'm on my way..", I say and start to run, ,,Please stay on the phone, okay?"
,,Mhm", Geto sobs.
When I finally reach Geto's dorm room, I don't even knock at the door, as I open it and walk inside, scanning the room for Geto. I find him, leaning against the wall of his bed and crying. My chest tightens even more and I have to fight back my own tears as I walk over to him and sit down on the edge of the bed.
He looks up and wipes his cheeks:,,H-Hey..." ,,What's wrong? Did your depression get worse?", I ask worried and move a little closer to stroke his knee. Geto looks down at his knee, the black circles under his eyes indicating he hadn't slept well or didn't slept at all and he slowly nods.
,,I... I... I can't do anything, (Y/N).. I feel so weak and... I'm such a failure...", a heartbreaking sob escapes his lips and I bite my lower lip. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry... ,,You're not a failure, Geto... You're special and you're important to me... Don't say something like that", I give him a sad smile but I only get a shake of his head in response.
My chest tightens even more, the pain becoming unbearable. ,,Is a hug all you need right now?", I ask after a while of thinking about a solution. If words don't work then a hug might help, right? Geto nods and I move closer, putting my arms around his neck.
His hands find my waist and he pulls me closer. I yelp in surprise and straddle his laps, warmth spreading in my cheeks. Geto clinches onto me as if life depended on me and he nuzzles his face against my shoulder while crying silently.
With slow and gentle movements, I stroke his back and lean my cheek against his head:,,Psst, it's alright. I'm here..." Geto shudders at my words and lets out a sob.
After a while, he stops crying but we stay in that position, no one moving a muscle, afraid it might break the comfort. But eventually, I clear my throat:,,How long haven't you eaten something?"
Geto shrugs his shoulders and sighs:,,I don't know..." My stomach turns and I pull away to look at his face:,,Geto..." He looks away and purses his lips. I sigh and take a closer look at his face, noticing he didn't took care of himself for a while.
,,How about you take a shower while I order food for both of us?", I offer and Geto looks up at me, thinking about my offer. After a few seconds he gives me a small smile, tiny sparks igniting all over my body and my heart flutters. I clear my throat:,,I suppose that's a yes?"
He nods and I slowly climb off his laps so he can stand up. Instead, he stares at the spot on his lap where I was sitting. Heat creeps up my cheeks and I grab my phone to distract myself. I stand up and walk over to Geto's table, dialling the number of the nearby pizza shop.
From the corner of my eye, I can see Geto standing up from the bed and I press my phone against my ear. ,,Hello?", I hear a man ask over the phone. ,,Hello, I'd like to order pizza from you. Two times salami pizza, please", I say.
After I finished the call, I sit down on Geto's bed, hearing the running water from the bathroom. When will I ever tell Geto how I feel about him? I sigh and lie down on his bed, thinking about him. I didn't notice Geto getting out of the bathroom because I was too focused on my thoughts.
Suddenly I feel a warm hand on my arm and I flinch, but when I see that it's Geto, I let out a relieved sigh:,,Jeez. You almost gave me an heart attack." Geto smiles and sits down next to me:,,Sorry, Drama Queen." I pout and sit up:,,Hey, don't call me that. I'm not dramatic."
Geto smiles even more and shakes his head:,,Mhm... You're definitely not dramatic." Even a deaf person could hear the sarcasm out of his words and I giggle. ,,Oh, what would I do without you?", he sighs softly and pokes my cheek.
I giggle again. Geto lets out a soft laugh and I freeze, being caught off guard by his beautiful laugh and smile. I smile warmly, being happy to see him smile even though he is struggling with his mental health. Geto looks at me and suddenly his smile vanishes, being replaced by a sad look on his face.
,,What's the matter?", I raise my eyebrows. Geto slowly lies his head down on my lap, making my heart skip a beat and he looks up at my face:,,Please don't ever leave me. You're the only person that truly cares about me and the only person that can make me that happy."
Heat creeps up my cheeks and I swallow, looking down at him. After a few seconds, I shake my head:,,I would never leave you, Geto. You're important to me and I..." Should I confess now?
I hesitate and Geto notices it, giving me a confused look. ,,I... I care about you and I... I like you, Geto...", I feel my heart beating fast against my chest. What will he say? Will he push me off? Send me out of his room?
Instead, he sits up and turns around to face me. Then he cups my cheeks with his hands and pulls my face closer:,,Finally... I like you too, (Y/N)... Can I... kiss you?" At first, I don't react, being too surprised by his words but then I nod, wanting nothing more than his lips against mine at this moment.
He moves closer, capturing my lips in a gentle kiss. My heart flutters with a wild rhythm but I put my arms around his neck to return his kiss. ...
I hope you liked it! ^^ (Next chapter: Noritoshi x Reader/ coming soon)
