🖤Daily Life- Your boyfriend and you get into a fight 🖤
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,,I'm sorry, my pretty princess.."
I ring the bell on the door to Noritoshi's apartment. A few seconds later, the door opens and Noritoshi looks out, his normally closed eyes now open.
His grey eyes find mine and he nods, opening the door a little more to let me in. I smile and get inside, Noritoshi closing the door behind me:,,So... What are you doing here?" ,,Huh? What do you mean? Today we had a movie night scheduled. Don't tell me you forgot..", I sigh and hold up my bag full of snacks.
He looks at the bag and I can suddenly see dark rings around his eyes:,,No... I didn't. But I forgot to tell you that I don't have time..." I feel a pang in my chest and I pout a little:,,What? But... Why?" He points to his living room:,,Busy."
I turn my head and look at the living room, seeing many stacks of papers and university books. I frown and look back at him:,,But you promised me-" ,,(Y/N)... Don't", he sighs and rubs his face.
Did I do something wrong? Or why is he so distant? I grit my teeth and look away. Noritoshi walks past me to the living room and sits down on the couch, picking up some sheets of papers. I stand in the hallway for a while but then I walk to him and put the bag down:,,Here.."
,,I don't need snacks...",he doesn't look away from his notes. ,,But you're probably tired and hungry... You should eat something...", I pout and sit down next to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek. Noritoshi suddenly groans loudly and looks at me with a frown:,,Can you just go? I'm trying to learn for my upcoming exams but you're only distracting me. Do you know how important those exams are for me? If I don't do them well, my parents will be disappointed and I'm sick of being a disappointment to them!"
I flinch and look at him, my eyes wide open. My stomach twists, hollow and heavy, like something vital has been ripped away, leaving only emptiness behind. Noritoshi's breathing is heavy and he slowly looks back at his notes, the seconds stretching into a long thrum of silence.
I try to swallow, my chest squeezing slightly as I repeat his words in my head. Noritoshi sighs and looks at me:,,What part of ,,can you just go" did you not understand?!" My face leaches out of colour and my heart thrums, the thrumming reaching a fever pitch:,,I..."
Noritoshi stares at me. I stare back. Silence. Then I nod, fighting back my tears as I stand up. ,,Don't be so dramatic, (Y/N)...I just can't focus when you're here..", Noritoshi sighs. It takes a beat for his words to sink in.
Once they do, fury slips beneath my skin like a slow, creeping poison:,,What is wrong with you? I'm trying to spend time with you for just a few minutes and all you do is push me away?!" ,,Not this again...", Noritoshi mumbles under his breath and grits his teeth.
,,Do you have a problem with me? Then say it! I hate that you're distancing yourself from me!", I clench my fists. ,,Jeez! Do we have to start a fight? Can't I focus on my studies for once? Life isn't all about romance, you'll get along without me for a while, okay? It's not that big of a deal..", he says with a calm voice but grits his teeth even more, betraying the frustration that is bubbling beneath his skin.
,,Yeah? I'm trying to find more time for you and care for you since you can't do it yourself! I'm really worried about you but all you focus on is your studies. You have to do this. And that. And that. Don't you even have one minute of your day for at least talking to me?! It's always me who has to reach out for us to even talk! If I'm really distracting you that much, why don't you break up with me?!", my frustration bubbles over into a rush of words, my breath shallow and tears streaming down my cheeks.
Silence reigns in the aftermath of my outburst, so thick I taste it in the back of my throat. Noritoshi stares at me, his eyes wide open and his lips slightly parted as he slowly stands up. The air between us crackles like a frayed electric wire between us.
Then he closes the distance between us, pulling me into a tight hug:,,(Y/N)... I'm so goddamn sorry... I shouldn't have said those things. I take every single word back. It's just... University is being a bitch and I have sooo many assignments and stuff to learn but.. That doesn't give me the right to treat you like this. Please.. I'm begging for forgiveness. I never never never ever want to lose you, so I won't break up. I'm so so so so sorry.."
I sob and hug him back, grabbing his shirt as if life depended on it as I let the tears stream down:,,You're s-so mean some-sometimes..."
Noritoshi kisses my cheek and strokes my back:,,Honey, I know. I'm so sorry. I'll go on a date with you tomorrow, okay?" I nod and nuzzle my face against his shoulder, a sob escaping my mouth. ,,Please stop crying... It breaks my heart..", Noritoshi's voice cracks, making me hug him even tighter because I'm not used to him being this emotional.
After a while we both let go of each other and Noritoshi wipes my wet cheeks:,,Will my pretty princess forgive me? I have your favourite chocolate in the kitchen. Go and grab it, you're staying here until tomorrow, okay? I don't want to make you feel this bad ever again..."
I smile a little and nod:,,I forgive you.." ,,I love you so much, thank you for forgiving me", he pulls me closer and kisses me on my lips, ,,Now... Go get your chocolate, my pretty princess or else the monster in the kitchen will eat it.." I giggle and place a kiss on his forehead before I head to the kitchen to grab my favourite chocolate and have a great evening with Noritoshi.
