CHAPTER 9

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Third person pov

After the break up yn has started feeling lonely, but she isn't actually alone. 'Cause Yoongi is always beside her no matter what. He is trying to help her to move on by caring for her through actions. Yn doesn't talk to him, she just sometimes simply smiles at him for the things he does for her.

Today Yoongi is at yn's office having lunch, it's yn's lunch time. Yoongi's mom made lunch for yn. Yoongi's mom knows about everything, Yoongi told his mom how much he loves yn. One day his mom noticed that he was thinking about something very deeply in his room, and that time his mom asked him and he told her about how much he loves yn, and yn's break up.

And now you can say Yoongi's mom is helping Yoongi.

Yn is eating silently, and Yoongi is taking glances at yn time to time. She stoped talking after the break up.

Yoongi can't see her like this anymore so finally he starts speaking.

"Yn." he calls her in a calm voice.

"Hmm" she hummed.

"Why are you not talking?"
She looks at him but doesn't say anything.

Yoongi looks down a little, sighs and then again looks at her.

"Yn, are you going to suffer like this?"

"W-what do you mean?"

Yoongi release a breath and starts talking "look, here you are all sad and depressed. You even started being silent, you are not smiling. While you are here suffering, Jackson is having the time of his life with his suger babies then why are YOU suffering?"

"But... Yoongi I loved him. It's difficult for me to move on from him." she said while her eyes were holding back tears.

This words made Yoongi a little sad "You loved him, but he? Did he loved you back? No. Then why are thinking about him? Yn, you are not the yn I used to know. You changed a lot, you never cared about people who doesn't love you. But now? You are suffering by yourself."

Yn's tears started falling "You can't understand Yoongi, 'cause you never loved someone."

Now Yoongi smiles a little, he sighs and says "Never loved someone. *sighs* Yn, you'll never know what I go through 'cause you never think about me. Have you ever tried to look at the efforts I do to make you smile? I have never done these things for any girls, only you. Yes, you are my best friend but have you ever tried to listen how my heart beats when you are around? *sighs* Nevermind. Just leave it. Finish eating, I'm going. Bye, see you."

And like this he leaves from there, after giving some little hints to yn.

After the lunch, yn comes back home 'cause she is too into her thoughts so she can't focus on her work.

She goes to her room and fresh up.

She lays down on her bed and she starts thinking.

What he said is actually true. I loved Jackson but he just played with my feelings then why am I suffering?

Why do I have to still love him and not move on when he is having fun with many girls?

Right! From now on I have to stop think about him and have fun. I need to live the life fully.

But...

What does Yoongi mean by saying that I don't think about him? I do think about him, he is my best friend.

But wait...

She gets up and sits on the bed...

He said I never tried to listen how his heart beats when he is around me. Does that mean he has some heart problem like his dad?

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