the morning after

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POV Ford

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POV Ford

I woke up and tried to turn around to keep sleeping, but I felt a unfamiliar weight in my arms.
I rubbed my eyes and looked down next to me, seeing a blonde head.
Is that bill? What is he doing in bed? What?

My sleep drunk brain couldn't put anything together till it made click and my eyes widened.
„Oh, good god", I wisper to myself unbelievably.
Oh, good fucking god, I had sex with him
AND I EVEN LIKED IT??
I had sex with the creature that once wanted to destroy and kill my family.
I promised myself to not get involved emotionally with Bill ever again but now here I am holding the former demon close to my chest.
Now he knows that I still have some kind of feelings for him, and he will use them against me to manipulate me. After all he is still Bill Cipher, even in this human vessel.

I grunted and wanted to push the boy away from me, but instead the boy smacked his lips and snuggled more onto my chest.
How can something be the definition of evil and chaos, yet looking so purely innocent.

I put a strand of his hair behind his ear and let my hand rest on his cheek.
I studied his face. It's the first time in a year that I can look closely at him, he usually moves to fastly around to actually make details out. I would say he has serve adhd if I wouldn't know that he was a chaos dream demon once.

He has very long natural eyelashes, but I know that he also uses mascara for daily life. In general he takes very much care of his appearance, which makes the girls and gals in the town and the customers in the shop go nuts.
He also has a striking blue eye that pierces it's way to ones mind if you look to long into it. It gave me sometimes a shiver down my spine, remembering the time where Bill was indeed stuck in my mind.
He also has a inhumanly slit pupil, but if people ask him he brushes it off as a birth defect. Just like his pointy ears.

I brush the hair away on the other side of his face, revealing a scar that goes from his yaw up across his permanently closed eye.
Stanley once told me that right before we wiped his memory that he punched Bill, making the dream demon shattered in his triangle form.
As Bill came to us he confirmed it as we asked him about his scar.

Stanley even apologised to Bill after they built up a bound. I still don't get how he could forget Bill so easily, but on the other side I'm the one who fucked the ex demon last night.

I feel my cheeks head up in embarrassment, I still can't believe I fell so low with my enemy.
I heard Bill mumble something in his sleep as he snuggles again closer to me.

Maybe, just maybe for this moment I could forget everything that happened. Maybe I could forget the monster that is sleeping next to me and just remember my Muse he was once.
Just for a moment, I want to take in this beautiful moment with him.

I placed a kiss on his forehead and held him tightly onto me closing my eyes.
Just for now I want to enjoy the present of my muse.

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AN: I know very short chapter, but I wanted to have the moment with Ford thoughts about Bill in its own chapter.

So basically: Ford still feels attached towards Bill, but he doesn't want to admit it.
He is scared that Bill will just use his feelings again to get what he wants.
He also can not forget him for trying to destroy everything and for trying to murder his family.
And since Bill is in a human vessel, they're both on the same level, which makes Ford to want having the upper hand of the former demon.

As I said before, their relationship will be complicated, have up and downs
Over all, drama, much drama.

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