Dean's Savior

Chapter 4: Falling

We were in the car heading to another town with another case. Juliet was with us because she decided to tag along. Dean's phone began to ring and he answered it. "Hello?" Dean asked because he didn't check the color ID. "There was?!" He asked. "We're on our way right now." Dean hung up the phone and turned the car around. I groaned we always went past the limit but this was extra crazy. "There was another suicide." Dean said. "But I thought we caught the guy!" I said. "Apparently it wasn't the right person." Dean replied.
We pulled up to the crime scene it was at the school. Someone also jumped off the building. "This is the first the suicide has been the same. I mean there were two over dosages but with different pill boddles. This girl jumped off the same exact spot the other person did. They were twins." the cop commented when we walked over. "That's so strange." I said. He nodded "We don't know what to think anymore all we know is this guy was the first to leave a note." The officer said. "What? Can I see it?" I asked. The officer handed me a crumpled pice of paper "It was in his hand no one understands it." He said. I flattened it as best I could and read it. Kaitlyn Smith. I passed it to Dean. "Who is Kaitlyn?" I asked. "That's the thing she died about a week before the suicides started happening that's why no one understands it." said the officer. "How'd she die?" I asked. "She was driving while intoxicated and crashed the car." He said. I frowned. "That's awful. Could you tell us her friends names so we could talk to them?" I asked. "Most of them committed suicide but I have a few give me a second." he walked away and Dean looked at me "What?" I asked. "Nothing it's just you've barely been back in the business and your already taking over." he said. "I'm just awesome like that." I grinned. The officer came back with a piece of paper "This is a list of her friends and all of their contact information." the man said. "Thanks." I smiled and he left. "So let's figure out if it was this chick." I said.
There were only three names on the list. One being her ex-boyfriend. We started with him. I knocked on his door and he answered. His eyes darted around and he was figity "Jason Clark?" I asked. "Who's asking?" he asked. We all held up our bages and he let us in. "We were wondering if you could tell us about your ex-girlfriend." I said as we all sat down. "Kate?" he asked. "If by Kate you mean Kaitlyn Smith then yes." Dean said. "There's not much to tell she died shortly after we broke up." he said. "Was she always a drinker?" Sam asked. "No. She took the breakup kind of hard and that's when it happened." he said. His leg was bouncing up and down and his eyes were still darting everywhere. "Why did you guys break up?" Juliet asked. "Is that important?" he asked in a smart ass tone. "Yes it is answer the question." I ordered. He sighed and his eyes darted again "I may or may not have been doing it with her best friend." he said. "Wow I bet her an all her other friends teamed up against you two didn't they?" I asked trying to see where the other dead friends fit in to the situation. "Actually no. They all knew what was happening. I think that's why she took it so hard. I feel kind of bad." he said. "Kind of? You should feel awful you are a terrible human being." I said. He glared at me "Don't judge me!" he said. "All four of us are judging you." Juliet said. "That's all we have thanks you for your time." I hugged and stood up and everyone followed me out. "Wow you're really upset." Dean commented as we hopped into the impala. "Well, I've been through that and I know how incredibly awful it is at least I had friends to back me up." I sighed. "Wow that sucks." Dean commented. "Yeah it really does." I said.
We burned Kaitlyn's bones and stuck around a few days and when nothing happened we left. Easy as pie.
Sam and Juliet were out getting food while Dean and I were at a new model. I sat next to Dean in his bed pulling him out of his trance. "What ya thinkin about?" I asked. "Nothing." he said. I sighed and looked into his eyes. His walls were so high and thick and something inside of me wanted to break them so badly. "Dean, you know if you ever need to talk about anything I'm here." I said putting a hand on his knee. "Oh don't get all sappy with me." he said standing up and walking to the fridge to get a beer. I sighed "I'm just saying, Dean. There's nothing wrong with talking every once in a while. You may think your walls keep you safe but trust me they want hold forever and the longer they're there the worse you feel. The moment they're broken though... It's such a relief." I said. "Carter, chill with the sappy teenage girl crap your freaking me out." he said. I sighed and shook my head. "I'm going to take a shower." I grabbed clothes out of my suitcase and went into the bathroom. I always sing in the shower this time I tried to hold it in but I couldn't since I wrote a song kind of for Dean that I couldn't get out of my mind (A/N this is not my song it's actually a song by Paradise Fears called Battle Scars but pretend it's by her.)

"This is an anthem for the homesick
For the beaten,
the lost, the broke, the defeated,
A song for the heart sick
For the standbys
living life in the shadow of a goodbye
Do you remeber when we learn how to fly?
We aged make believe we were young and had time on our side
You're stuck on the ground
got lost can't be found
just refer that your still around
I'll carry you home
no you're not alone
Keep marching on
this is worth fighting for
you know we've all got battle scars
You've had enough
but just don't give up
stick to your guns you are worth fighting for
you know we've all got battle scars
keep marching on"
I stated conditioning and skipped to the rap part of the song.
"On and on, like we're living on a broken record.
Hope is strong, but misery's a little quicker.
Sit, and we wait, and we drown there,Thinking,
"Why bother playing when it's unfair?"
They say life's a waste, I say they lack belief.
They tell me luck will travel, I tell 'em that's why I've got feet.Left, right, left, right,Moving along to the pulse of a heartbeat.
This could be the last chance you have to fly.
Do you like the ground?
Want it to pass you by?
Man, you had it all when you were just a kid.
Do you even remember who you were back then?
What do you want in life?
Will you be twice as strong?
What would you sacrifice? What are you waiting on?
Don't stop, march on."
I finished, up and hopped out of the shower. I there. On my clothes and walked out to see Sam and Dean watching me in awe and Juliet just smirking at them. "Can I help you?" I asked. "That was good." Sam said. "Why thank you, my shower performances are usually my best." I said sarcastically. "What song was that?" Dean asked. "An original." I said. "You wrote that?!" Dean asked. "Yeah that's what I meant by it's an original." I laughed. I was in a strange mood. "Who was it about?" Dean asked. "I said it at the beginning if the song "This is an anthem for the homesick For the beaten, the lost, the broke, the defeated. A song for the heart sick For the standbys, living life in the shadow of a goodbye." I spoke the lyrics. "Anyone specific?" Dean asked. I knew he knew it was for him I mean Do you remember when we learned how to fly? We played make believe we were young and had time on our side? That was so obviously him when we were little I thought he was so uptight for a nine years old so being a really smart five year old and very playful I talked him into playing games with me. I pretended to teach him how to fly and told him time was actually in our side cause his dad wants around to tell him to man up and he could just be a kid. Sam even knew it was about him because Sam did it with us. "What do you think?" I asked. He smiled and then shook his head and walked away. Gosh, i loved that smile, and those dark beautiful eyes of his, and his soft lips that tasted so amazing when we kissed. I think I'm falling for Dean Winchester.
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So like I said it's not really an original song it's a very unknown song called Battle Scars by Paradise Fears and it is one of my all time favorite songs! I put the song in the media and I am Begging you to check it out it is AMAZING! Anyways that's all love you!