Dean's Savior

Chapter 5: Leaving

I was sitting around in the motel bored as ever just playing with the Dimond ring that glistened on my finger. My stomach was as big as the sun and I was so ready to be skinny again in a few weeks. Sam, Dean, and Juliet, came through the door either food. "Food!" I cried. Dean laughed and walked over to the couch I was sitting on. He leaned down and we kissed. "How's our baby girl doing?" Dean asked setting his hand in my stomach. "She kicks to much." I complained. He laughed and kissed me again. "I love you, Dean." I smiled. "I love you too." he smiled.

Thud. I groaned and sat up. I quickly looked down at my stomach and heaved a sigh of relief to see that I was tiny and there was no wedding ring in my finger. The lamp on the stand next to my bed clicked on. "Carter, what happened?!" Dean asked urgently sitting up. "I just fell out of bed I'm fine." I huffed standing up and crawling back into bed. He chuckled and then flipped the lamp off and went back to sleep. I will never forget that dream. How awkward I swear.
I avoided Dean the next morning. As we were eating breakfast but i slowly got over it. We were investigating the death of a teenager who died choking on the pages of a Harry Potter book she was reading. We showed the police our FBI badges and walked through the crime scene. "Yeah her poor parents, Shelby was their only living child." The police officer commented. "They've lost other children?" I asked. "Yeah, her twin sister died in a car accident a few months ago. Shelby was driving the car. She felt so bad afterwards they were fighting over a boy when the accident hapoened." the officer said. Sam, Dean, Juliet, and I all shared looks. "Thank you officer I think that's all we'll need for now. If you hear anything else or anything weird call us." I said giving him a call. "Weird? You mean like a girl choking in her book?" he asked. "Exactly." I stated.
"You think it was her sister?" Dean asked as the four of us sat down at a diner. "Maybe, I'm not so sure." I stated. "Why not?" Sam asked. "I just have a feeling." I said. "A feeling? That's what your going on?" Dean asked. "She's normally right when she acts in a feeling." Juliet commented. "Really?" Dean asked. I nodded "Are you some kind of psychic?" he asked. "Yes, I'm also telepathic and I have super healing powers." I said sarcastically. "Psychics are real you know." Sam said. "Yes but I so obviously not one just like I'm obviously not telepathic and I obviously don't have healing powers." I said pointing to the small scar on my forehead I got when I was little. Sam chuckled and Dean rolled his eyes. "I think it was the sister." he said. I shrugged "Fine, I'm probably wrong anyways."
That night we burnt the sisters bones and it still didn't feel right. As we were walking back to the impala I was listed into the air and thrown to the ground. Nothing was there. "Carter!" Dean shouted. I turned to see a teenage girl standing over me. "Who the hell are you?" I asked. She disappeared and I groaned and stood up. She reappeared next to Sam. Dean shot her with his salt gun and she disappeared again. "In the car!" Dean yelled and we hopped in as he drove away. "I hate to say I told you so but I totally did." I said high giving Juliet in the back. "I'm glad you find this funny." Dean grunted from the front seat. I just rolled my eyes. "We'll talk to Shelby's family tomorrow and see who else it could have been." Sam said. "Sounds good, Sammy." I said. He didn't say anything about me calling his Sammy like I thought he would.
The next day Juliet and I went to talk to Shelby's family while Sam and Dean stayed behind to do research because four was just too many people. "Can I get you anything to drink?" Mrs.Johnson, Shelby's mom, asked us as we sat on the couch. "No thanks." I smiled. She nodded and sat across from us on an arm chair. "So, Mrs.Johnson, did your daughter get a long with everyone?" I asked. She nodded "Yes, well I think she did." She said. "Has anyone besides her sister passed away recently?" I asked. "Her best friend Sarah passed away last year. Why?" Mrs.Johnson said. "No reason. Did Shelby and Sarah get into any fights?" Juliet asked. "No never they were so close." She replied. "How did Sarah pass?" I asked. "She drowned at a swim party." Mrs.Johnson frowned sadly. "Okay well I think that's everything. Thank you so much." I smiled standing up. "Anytime dear." She smiled. We left. "Okay so we talk to this Sarah's family and see what they have to say." I said sliding into the drivers seat of the impala. "Yeah. I'm jealous Dean let's toy drive his baby." Juliet teased. I laughed "Call him and let him know we're going to talk to Sarah's family." I said. She did.
We were sitting in Sarah's living room and her mom brought us lemonade. We hadn't asked for it but she insisted. "So Mrs.F-" I began but she cut me off. "Please, call me Sherry." She said. "Okay, Sherry, we have some questions about Shelby." I said. "Okay shoot." She said. "Did her and Sarah ever get into any big fights before she passed?" I asked. She slowly shook her head "Not that I know of." She said. I sighed "Okay. Thank you for your time." I stated standing up. Juliet and I walked out of the living room and I was about to open the door when a girl about 12 or 13 cam up to me. "Why did you want to know of they got in any fights?" She asked me. "Why? Do you know of anything?" I asked. She nodded "Shelby got these new popular friends at school and they started spreading rumors about, Sarah. And-" She stopped and look down "No you wouldn't believe me. The cops didn't." She said. I beat down "Trust me whatever it is I will probably believe you." i said. She sighed "Shelby pushed Sarah into the pool the night she died. I saw it in my dreams." She said. I frowned but nodded "Thank you that helps a lot." I said. As I stood up I saw a picture of a teenage girl on the wall. It looked a lot like the girl from the cemetery. I nudged Juliet and pointed. She nodded and we walked out.
"Sarah must have been giving her sister those dreams." Juliet commented. I nodded agreeing. We got on the car and Juliet told Dean everything over the phone. The sun had just gone down so we met the guys at the cemetery and burnt the bones. "How's it feel?" Dean smirked as we watched the flames dance in the night. "Fine." I rolled my eyes.
After that Sam and Juliet went to get food but I made them drive to a better diner that we stopped at on the way here and it was like over an hour away but both Dean and I whined and whined until they finally agreed. They just had good burgers.
"Nice work psychic." Dean smirked as we plopped down on the couch. "So if I'm the fake psychic does that make you the grouchy detective?" I asked referencing to one of my favorite shows, psych. He rolled his eyes not really understanding other than what he knew from when we watched it a few cases back. Somehow we were only inches apart. "Dean." I whispered. "Yeah?" he asked. "I really like you." i said. He smiled and we started kissing.
It was slow at first. Then it became more aggressive and Dean picked me up off the couch and I wrapped my legs around his waste. He set me on the bed and sat with me taking off my shirt. Suddenly I pulled away. "Dean." I said. "Yeah?" he asked. His head was pressed against mine and his lips were inches away from mine. "I'm a virgin." I said. "Don't worry I'll lead you." i nodded and he pulled off my shirt.
*Time skip because I know you don't want details and if you do your gross get your priorities straight.*
My head was on Deans chest and I could feel him breathing. "I've never done anything like that before." I whispered. "What'd you think?" Dean asked with a hint of amusement in his tone. I looked up into his eyes and we kissed. "I would definitely do it again." I said after we pulled away. I woke up when we heard the impala pull up. Don't ask me how I heard it I just did. "Dean!" I whisper yelled sitting up. He didn't moved. "Dean!" I whisper yelled again pushing his chest. "What?" he groaned. "They're back!" I said. He quickly sat up. I grabbed my clothes and ran to the bathroom starting the shower. I was thinking really hard in the shower about everything and soon just came to one simple fact: I just lost my Virginity to Dean Winchester. I was saving myself for marriage! I'm such a screw up. Oh well at least I have Dean.
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The next morning Juliet and Sam left to go get breakfast leaving Dean and I alone. "We need to talk." Dean said the instant the door closed behind Sam. "Okay." I agreed sitting down on my bed. Dean leaned against the wall and looked at me. "What happened last night didn't mean anything." he said. My breath caught in my throat. This was my worst fear. A one night stand. I promised myself I would never let it happened, but I guess I did promise myself I would wait till marriage and look what happened. "What?" I choked out. "Carter, I don't have any feelings for you. What happened last night was a one time thing." he said. "You ass." I said. "Carter." he tried. "No! Don't Carter me!" I stood up. "You know what I think you do have feelings for me! I think you're just too much of a coward to admit it, even to yourself!" I cried. "That's not true. I just don't have feelings for you." he said. "You're impossible! Nobody can save you!" I shouted. "Save me from what?!" he asked getting very irritated. "Yourself you dumbass!" I shouted. I took in a breath. "I don't even know you. Not really. You won't let anyone know you. Not even Sam. You hide and cower behind your walls. That's your weakness that's what will one day kill you."
I spoke all of it calmly but seriously. I grabbed my bag that luckily had everything in it. I looked Dean in the eyes and walked out of the hotel. I didn't have a car to take so I just walked. I didn't know where I was going buy I didn't stop I just moved my feet as silent tears fell down my face.
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This book is NOT over!!! It's only five chapters in! It is not over! Love you guys! Hope you enjoyed it!