Dean's Savior

Chapter 8: They Have Alexa

The next morning was the morning Sam and Juliet were supposed to leave. Surprisingly Dean decided to stay surprisingly. He's still sleeping in the guest room though. I was in the living room holding Alexa the morning after Sam and Jules left. When Dean stumbled in with sleep still in his eyes.

"Morning sunshine." I said as I bounced my baby.

"Hey." he replied. His face lit up when he saw Alexa giggling in my arms.

"Wanna hold her?" I asked. He nodded and I handed her over gently.

"Support her head." I ordered.

"Hey beautiful." he said taking her in his arms. I smiled at the way he interacted with her. He was great. Maybe he could love. At least a little bit. Not gonna lie it was always there with Sam, I noticed it when I was a child and I saw it when I was hunting with them again. Gosh, that feels like ages ago, definitely more then a year.

"You're very good with her." I said with a smile. He smiled back at me. Out eyes stayed locked on each other's.

"I want to save you." I said out of no where.

"What?" he asked looking at me. I blinked also a little bit confused by then it complete hit me. It's what the angels want.

"You hide and cower behind your walls and that's your weakness, that's what will one day kill you." I whispered remembering what I had said a year ago as if it were yesterday. Dean looked very hurt.

"I remember that. I remember every word you said to me that day." he said. I shook my head.

"Dean, I wasn't lying. That will literally one day kill you. You think the death of you will be demons and it may very well be but that will come from those walls. Let me in. I want to save you. I want to be Dean's Savior. That is, if you'll let me. If you'll let me and your daughter." I said. We were as close as we could be with Alexa in between us. I was a head shorter so I was looking up. He bent down and pressed his lips against mine. It wasn't the kiss you expect from Dean Winchester. It was aggressive or fast, or super sexual. It was soft and sweet and he pulled away as soon as he had leaned in. We didn't say anything for a few seconds just stared into each other's eyes. Our body's were pressed together and Alexa, who was asleep, was squished in between us. The only sound was her soft breathing and the hum of the fan spinning above us. I got lost in his eyes, and energy, and smell. He smelt like a mix of leather, oil, that means ax stuff, and a hint of whiskey, which doesn't sound like a good mix but was absolutely amazing, and safe. I breathed this all in and felt my heart pound faster and faster as memory's of the night Alexa was conceived swam around in my brain. Although it was just a memory, I was feeling thins I didn't notice in the hear if that night. His distance, the routinely way he had done it, I noticed the way he wasn't feeling anything while doing it. This though, thus was different. I felt his body heat and felt safe. Cared for. Loved. I could feel his protectiveness over me and out daughter and it was the best feeling in the world.

After a moment I took Alexa from him and walked her into her room and into her crib. I then walked back out to Dean who was in the same position and wrapped my arms around him. He did the same. I barrier my head in his jacket and the leather smell became stringer over the others.

"Thank you." I whispered. It was so quiet I didn't think he hear it but he did.

"For what?" he asked.

"For not letting me be alone." I said.

"Please, don't let be alone. Don't make me raise her in my own." I said.

"Never." he replied. I pulled away and moved to the couch and grabbed the remote as if nothing had happened. He smiled and did the same.
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I was at home with Alexa in my arms watching TV. Dean was at the store getting my grocery's. He fought me on it but finally I had convinced him to leave. Suddenly there were ten demons in my living room. One snapped it's fingers and Alexa appeared in them I jumped up to fight but they all disappeared. I screamed and grabbed my cell phone. After three rings Dean picked up.

"Dean?!"

"What's wrong are you okay?!" Deans voice was alarmed.

"No, they have her. The demons have Alexa." I cried into the phone.

"I'm in my way." there was a click and the line went dead. I dialed Juliet number.

"Jules!" I cried into the phone.

"Hey, what's the matter are you okay? Do I need to come back and beat Dean?" she asked.

"Juliet, they have Alexa the demons they just showed up and took her and I don't know what to do Deans on his way but i-"

"Carter! Sam and I are on our way. Keep it together or your not going to get her back." she said. I could hear her trying to stay calm. I heard the familiar noises of motel and car doors slamming and the speed of a car as it pulled out of the parking lot.

"Slow down Sam!" Juliet yelled at him. I heard his voice on the other end.

"We need to get there we need to save Alexa." Sam said.

"Were not going to do much dead, babe!" Juliet shouted. She directed her voice back to me.

"I've gotta go. Keep it together. Don't do anything until Dean gets back. You're not in your right mind right now." she said.

"Yeah, okay." I sobbed. The phone clicked and threw it at the wall just as Dean came in. He ran over and pulled me to him. I sobbed into him.

"Were gonna find her. Those black eyes bitches aren't going to live much longer." he said. And somehow,in the terror of it all, I believed him.

Authors Note:

Off hold! Yay! Celebration time come on! Sorry it's kind of short just wanted to get this back up! Love you guys! Hope you enjoy it and haven't left me because you're tired of waiting! Once again love you!