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Forrest

I think about you all the time, dreaming that one day I'll finally get to hold my sweet boy. I try to imagine what you'd look like, if you'd have his nose or mine and if your eyes would be different colors like ours or would they be they're own. I think about your laugh and how it would sound and your tiny hand holding on to me oh so tight. I think about your smile and holding you as you sleep in my arms. You'd be almost 2 ya know, that's really something. I think about the girls too,they would have been your little sisters, ivy and Alaska, they didn't make it either but God I wish they did. I think about all of us and Elias all being together, watching up and fox and the hound and holding your hand and comforting you whenever you cry. I'm sorry for everything, I'd give anything to have you back, just to have you for a day, to finally say that you're my son and I love you. I think I'm gonna stop here though because I'm a crying mess. I love you my sweet prince. I promise I'll talk to you soon. <3 9/16/24