Its hard to believe you are both really gone. I was so excited about both of you, I did so much resurch and studying so I could be the perfect parent for you guys. I'll always wonder what you'd look like but somehow I know you'd look just like your mom complete with their perfect little dimples. Losing you hurts so much, we had so many plans for you but I guess you were needed elsewhere. To be honest when I first found out about you guys I tried my hardest not to get attached but I couldn't help it, I picked your name Alaska, it was always the plan to call you Lexi and even now when I know I'll never get the chance to meet you I still find myself calling you by your nickname. And you , my dear ives, you had my heart from the moment I found out you were there to. I love you both so so much and I hope to meet you both someday and give you the love you deserve.
I promise to write again soon, goodnight my loveys.
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Şiirletters to my kids that never got to take a breath cuz I Heard that's how you cope
