We light the fire | What if Jaehaera Targaryen lived?

IS SHE OR IS SHE NOT

Mid 138 AC |

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I sigh looking out through the window in my chambers to the rest of the city and at the sun set it's almost time for me to go to dinner.

My dolls... i sprint up and go to my closet quickly opening the door and grabbing a chest I place it onto the ground "It needs a key?" Why would it need a key!? UGH maybe it's in my drawer? I quickly crawl over to the drawer and I open it without a moments hesitation.

No key? What? It has to be here somewhere I sprint over to my other drawer throwing it open  "Finally." I grab the key and I crawl over to the chest and put the key in, it's a perfect fit, I lift the lid to all of my former dolls.

My ladies always try and hide them from me and instead encourage me to go to Aegon's chambers to do my duty or whatever.

I grab my favorite doll and I place it under my bed and I quickly close and lock the chest and I place it back where it was.

I sigh and I sit back down on the chair near the window waiting to be called into dinner.

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I look across from me to Aegon as I'm cutting into the lamb placed in front of me as i take a bite .. oh it's so good! "How is the food?" Asks Aegon, what a strange thing to ask me "I'd say a bit better than usual." I continue to eat in between sentences.

"Well that's good because the old chef retired and we hired a new one, Byrx I think his last name is?" He shrugs a little he never awkwardly laughs or smiles it's always a shrug "Well Mr. Byrx is really talented." Is what I would've said if I didn't vomit on the floor don't worry I can aim where my throw up lands (kinda).

"Jaehaera!"Aegon yelps as he rushes to my side grabbing my hair so it doesn't get throw up on it even if it's already a bit late as servants also rush over "Are you okay?" He says as her grabs a napkin from the table and cleans my face.

"I could do that myself you know." I say sarcastically "yeah I know, but I wanna help you." He soon helps me up and around the throw up
"Get the queen water!"he asks a servant "I don't need water, Aegon." "And I'm not helpless just because I threw up! I'm fine!" I yell frustrated "I'm perfectly fine and I'm not throwing up and gaining weight and having to stop doing stuff because your dizzy! It's not being bloated-" he has a moment where of realization "You keep track of my weight?!" I gasp because I yell.

"That's not my point,Jaehaera!" He yells back at me "Then what is it and you better make it quick!" How dare he imply there is something dangerously wrong with me nobody in my side of the family gets seriously ill we only die brutally! Well his side does too but.. WHATEVER.

"Are you with child.." he whispers and I raise an eyebrow and I scoff "I am not pregnant" He looks at me with 'Are you sure?' But like sarcastically on his face "I am not pregnant." I state more firmer this time.

"Prove it." He says cockily "Fine I will send for the maester to do an examination."

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"Your grace, it seems like..." the maester sticks his tools further into me and it causes me to wince a little "You are with child." He quickly pulls it out like a dagger... wait WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?? "Maester, there must be some mistake."

Aegon is stand there  with a cocky look on his face as the maester walks out "there must be some mistake." I pull my skirts down before I stand up "I don't think there is one, that maester is pretty skilled he's almost never wrong." Aegon looks so arrogant it's so annoying!