We light the fire | What if Jaehaera Targaryen lived?

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138 AC . I aged them up|

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I look out of my window thinking and rethinking my life.. my grandmother told me to slice Aegon's throat, I can only think about Jaehaerys I remember the blood gushing out from his neck I remember seeing it go all over his face.

Before mother left with me.. I remember hearing his muffled screams hearing them slice through the bone... I don't want to be the one doing it I really don't.

It's been a weird last few years since I was wed since my father died.. since my mother killed herself since everyone I've ever loved or known died, I'm not allowed to talk about them in front of anyone.

I miss them, I miss being able to have a conversation with my grandmother I miss my family but I could never tell anyone what or else they'd thing i was a green loyalist and against my husband.. I'm not I'm really not I just want my family back.

I'm alone.. truly alone I have nobody I feel the walls closing in around me as I feel the familiar feeling of death urge closer to me.

The door opens and I look back it's, Unwin peake? "My lord hand?" He walks up to me slowly I'm confused before realizing what is about to happen.

I'm frozen there in shock as he attempts to push me but I quickly dodge making him fly out of the window onto Maegors holdfast.

I scream as loud I as can out of shock my heart is running a thousand miles per hour i feel sick and I throw up out off the window as guards finally getting the memo rush in with haste.

They go to the window I'm looking out of and they see Unwin Peake still struggling against the spikes "What happened?"a guard asks, I start stumbling over my words with a little throw up on my upper lip.

"He charged at me" I speak still feeling shocked "What do you mean?, your grace." He asks me again "He tried to push me out of the window and I dodged and he fell out."

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Aegon's pov|

I'm sitting down on a sofa in my chambers looking out of the window I feel sorrow I miss my family, I heard rumor of why Alicent can no longer see Jaehaera she told her to slice my throat.. has my own wife been plotting to kill me? I hear a knock at my door "come in." Then the door opens as somebody walks in.

"Your grace, I bring urgent news." A servant says he's panting he ran from one side of the castle to the other I'm assuming "What is it?" I look up at him.

"The hand is dead." He says very seriously "What?" I sit up shocked my mouth slightly open "He fell out of a window.." the man looks down not facing me so there's clearly more to it that he's not telling me.

"Where?" I slightly raise an eyebrow "In her grace, the queens rooms." The servant says "Why was he in there?" I question him further wanting to know why.

"I do not know,my king." He bows his head before walking out..

Did she kill Unwin? I never thought she'd stoop so low.. why was he in her chambers, how did she even manage to push him out? What happened.

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Jaehaera's pov|

I sit down here at the dinner table still in shock from the events of earlier.. I thought me and Aegon were making progress with him finally making small talk at the table and today he can't even look me in the eye.

I grab the knife next to me and I start cutting into the meat that's in front of me a million thoughts running through my head at once as I begin to eat it and drink the wine next to me.