Back Then

Chapter 10

I felt stiffened .
Everything I ever knew was all nothing , but lies .

My red rimmed eyes couldn't be scrupulous anymore .
Ahad kept on staring at me .

The vagueness of love and anger were crossing through his mind ,possibly . He might have had a hard time being a pawn .

There is a big mind undercover . And he is wrathful.

" if it wasn't love then why did you .."

My eyes welled up and heart almost sinking .

In that long hall , amidst of all the emotional turmoil . His eyes forgot to uphold that rage , I could see him rippling between love and rage .

He sat there , while I noticed tears rolling from his eyes, I went back to him .

" what even is this "

I pleaded .

" Sands , I cannot let myself explain and ... "

He knew I wouldn't stop with that .

He sat next to me in that carpet . His lips were already very dry and I couldn't figure out who he was.

The man I fell in love with , the man who changed my life , the sunshine of my dark alley ? It was all a lie ?

My mind couldn't skip the emotional drumroll and I all could imagine about myself is nothing but a mirage . I ain't a truth . My life was all a battle for nothing .

There was an uncanny silence which was  louder than any decibel I have ever heard .

" Now , come on "

He asked me to get up . I was still in the big shock unable to bear his villain arc . I got up .

" Do you really think I ... "

He was about to ask me . If my guessing was good it could be about the love . I didn't know . I couldn't believe anything.

" I don't know , I hallucinate at times and may be my life is crooked and dry , love ? , huh may be I was meant to be a joke , all my life "

My anxiety pulled it out in one stretch.

" I never loved you ? I didn't say that - "

" please , My plate is full .. Ahad "

My heart had no more space and my imposter face would have made it obvious.

He took me to the room at the end of the hall . To my surprise .. uh ... the word surprise would be inappropriate for that situation but I didn't know that he had the key to unlock the door .

The heaviness of the door when he opened pressed against my anxiety , I was in the cloud nine , the bad one .

" I cannot take anymore surprises ... please "

I was reluctant to walk in .

His eyes were already narrating a different story and it seems quite normal to me as if he had escaped out from villain era .

" ok , me neither, no more surprise "

He said with a really unpleasant smirk . Is he in some torment ? He looked almost fed up with everything. I couldn't ask . I was too scared .

" You may sit , "

He pointed at a wooden chair . The emptiness in the room was already screaming a horrible vagueness. But anyway I chose to sit .

" I'm leaving , You have a GOOD guest , catch you later "

Oh my .. what is this , do I have anymore seconds to breathe  ....

" WHATT ? "

He walked away ...
What was waiting for me ?