Ink And Reflections : A Heart that spills Love.

Lucky

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I used to be very happy when I saw you in the morning. But after 10-15 minutes, clouds of sadness covers me because you have to go to another class. I will have to see you after 4 periods. I try my level best to spend every time with you. I enjoyed the last periods of school time when you were in the class, when I was able to see you.
At the departure time , when my friends called me to go to the hostel , I used to say to them that I will come later. I always went to the hostel after you left the school, no matter I had to eat cold food.

You are honestly an idiot!

When I used to leave the class , I always looked at your side in hope that you might be looking by my side. Eye contact with you is everything for me.
Your eyes converse with my heart and I realize we're meant to be. Every time I look at you, my heartbeat accelerates , and I know this is love. Your eyes are home to my heart , where I find myself.

Really?

Yes , you might know it before but I wasn't able to gather courage to confess my feelings.

Oh

You know , there were a lot of girls behind me. I never paid attention to them. Some of them even purposed me and I just replied I am already of my wife. I am of you (my name).
You know, you were looking damn gorgeous in black dress of farewell.

You didn't even come that day even when you promised me.

I told you the reason....

How did you see me in that dress ?

I have a good circle. I had saw your photo in that dress. After that day , black is my favourite color.

You loved white color, right?

My favourite colors are black and white from that day.

You know I am in wait to meet you. I wanna tell you more face to face. I wanna cry in front of you , I have suppressed my feelings from a long time. I am open just in front of you. I have cried 3 times in my life and all because of you. You are love of my love.

                                                   3 times?
1. because of bandage.
2. when I returned
8 you the book you gave me , because of misunderstanding created by tannu.
3. ??

On 9 March , when I lastly saw you.
We had eye contact if you remember. I cried for the whole day and night in the hostel. All my friends started saying me that I will get mad behind you but my heart wasn't able to believe that I won't be able to see you again regularly. You won't saw me. I won't be able to talk to you. We will not sit together again in our arts.
This can't be out ending. It was hurting me from inside that I would be able to stand by your side after this day. That was one of the most painful day of my life.

You should cry that much.
That's not good.
How idiot I was that I never realised it ...
I wasn't even there to console you when you were crying because of me.

You know , I was scared of you.

Stop kidding.
I know how fearless you are!

I swear it. I was afraid that one day you will be far from me or you won't talk to me or you will ignore me or you won't tell me about your problems

Stop joking 😂

The reality is that I became a joke
😕

Why ?
There is nothing like that

How was my joke ?
😂😂😂

Painful
🙃

I am really sorry .
I didn't want to do this.
My intention wasn't this
Solly 😔

Solly 😂😂😂
Oh my god !!

Now you are making fun of me.

Not really 😂
Byy , I have some work.

Byy
Take care 😊💟.