High On | JJK series

Ch 25:- No way..

Jk pov

The day I dreaded came. As much as Mingyu tried to calm me down, I couldn't. It felt like walking in my own death grave. If I lose or win, in one way or the other, I'm gonna lose.

There was no way out of this. If I win, I for sure know Y/n will get hurt when she gets to know the truth. And I can't prepare myself to look in her eyes after doing what I'm gonna do.

As the night fell, I wore full sleeves black hoodie and black pants before going to pick Y/n. I stayed in Mingyu's house for the day cause as I said, I have no courage to look in her eyes. As I reached home, I walked inside. My mom sat in the living room smiled at me but I ignored her and rushed up.

Skipping 2 steps, I reached my room and opened the door to find her. The love of my life sitting and waiting for me. My eyes burnt with unshed tears as I gulped, "Baby..." She looked at me and smiled, Damn I'm gonna miss her smile.

"You came?" I hummed and walked to the drawer. I felt her eyes on me. Removing a small box, I took the thing inside and walked to her. As I neared her, the pendant I won glistened on her neck. I looked in my hand and took her right hand up before slowly tying the black bracelet on it.

Yes it was the same,e bracelet she was eyeing in the mall the other day. I heard a soft gasp before I looked up to her, "Please never remove this... and this..." I caressed her neck before looking at her, "And always remember, I love you bae..." She frowned but didn't question me.. good thing, I doubt I'll be able to tell her.

We both went downstairs as I got on my bike and she got behind me. I looked at her through the back mirrors before sighing as I started driving. I went slowly, I didn't wanna reach there, I didn't wanna do this. I sighed and closed my eyes as the stadium came nearer and nearer.

As I entered the stadium, I glanced at her to find her frown. "I'm sorry my love..." "Jungkook?" She asked and looked at me as I didn't even look at her. "Get down..." She frowned and got down. I looked at her one last time, taking in her facial details.

Fuck I'm gonna miss her.

I looked forward and went to the starting line. I looked beside me to see Noel smirking. Something seemed off, but I wasn't backing out. If I did, it would be my technical loss. And so we did start the race.

The gun went off and I raced forward. My eyes fixated on my odometer and front. 5 laps and done, just maintain the lead for 5 laps. I was in front leading. Why is Noel not doing anything? Is this an easy win?? I was driving at 100 kmph.

Definitely off.

I drove faster increasing my speed as the wind blew past me. My eyes moved to see Y/n, having her fingers intertwined in a praying manner. Are you praying for me little wifey?

I chuckled and looked forward. 3rd lap on. Just 2 more. I took the sharp turns and drove faster. 160 kmph. I was almost done.. almost..

With a sudden move, Noel moved beside me, my bike was slowing down. No no no tf!! I looked down to see the fuel tank was empty! I fucking filled it before coming!!

I looked at Noel who smirked and drove past me. My eyes turned teary. No no no no no!! NO! I was this close to winning!! Fucking asshole!! How can he... how can he fucking cheat!!

I groaned as I saw him cross the race, my bike gave up on me just few minutes before the race. I groaned as I stood there, looking down. I got off my bike and pushed it till the finish line and when I did, I met Y/n's hurt, angry eyes.

Noel was smirking. Guess he told the truth. "Jungkook... what he said is true??" I looked down. The whole stadium was silent. "Look at me and tell me!!" She commanded but my eyes didn't move, my head hung low.

"Jeon Jungkook!!" She yelled and gripped my hair, pulling it back as I groaned and looked at her. My eyes almost teary with guilt. And I guess that gave it off. Cause the next moment, a sharp pain hit my cheek as my head swung to the other side.

She slapped me. Hard in front of everyone. "Y-You.. asshole!!" She yelled, but I knew she was crying by the way her voice wobbled. She kicked my stomach making me groan and fall on my knees, my last night's pain still not decreased.

"How can you... How can you do this to me?!!" She yelled, her voice tinged with pain as she continued kicking me and guess what, I took it all silently. I said nothing as she continued to beat me.

Yes my love, hate me, hate me all you want cause I'm the reason you are here, I'm the fucking reason to bring you in such a degrading position. "I loved you!! I fucking loved you!!" She yelled still kicking me as I crumbled on the ground silently.

"Baby... let's go-" "Don't touch me Noel!!" Y/n yelled and when I looked up, she kicked Noel in the groin. I smirked, That's my wife, take that fucker. She looked around as she spotted Mingyu. "Mingyu, take me home..."

Mingyu looked at Me as I slowly nodded. Mingyu sighed before walking to his bike. I looked at Y/n and she walked silently, without giving me a glance at all. I coughed, her kicks were surely powerful.

Slowly, one by one all left after the shit show they just watched. I slowly sat on the ground before my hand reached my back pocket. I pulled out the small lighter I had as I stared at it and chuckled.

Opening it, I flicked the flame on as I silently stared at it. My love, hate me. Don't forgive me that easy, for I know, the thing I did is a huge mistake. My eyes fell on the open fuel tank of my bike which I had forgotten to close.

I stared at the flame before throwing the lighter on the bike, as it fell inside the fuel tank and..

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