High On | JJK series

Ch 29:- Rethink

Y/n pov

As many times people asked me to think it through, I couldn't. It was my honor in line and as much as I think of any reasons to forgive him, none appear to me.

I was laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling while rethinking my whole life. I hated him but then what happened? I fell in love, gave my heart, just for him to give it back but broken.

I closed my eyes and sighed. It hurts so bad, he was ready to die but also to get on me. What do I believe and what do I not? My mind felt too crowded and my heart heavy.

Biggest mistake:- Falling for him.

The sound of the doorbell made me jolt up. I got to the door as I opened it, just to find a postman. He gave me the post and told me to sign somewhere as I did.

I took the post and bowed before closing the door. I stared at the post and sat on the couch. Slowly, I started opening it and when I did, I saw the words clear, 'Divorce papers'. Great.

Suddenly my chest tightened as I stared at the papers. My eyes turned teary, was I actually doing this? Is there no way I can forgive him you know. Is the truth a clear as what I saw. He bet on me?

I shook my head, I can't be weak, I can't. I got up and walked to my closet. It's now or never. I grabbed some clothes and wore it before coming out. Grabbing the papers and the bike keys, I got out of the house.

Locking the door, I walked out and got to my bike. Getting on top of it, I turned it on before racing towards his house. It was around 8pm right now and I needed to give these papers to meet him and let him know about the divorce. I can't let this go and soften me.

As I reached the huge house, the guards let me in the gate, recognizing my bike. I got in and parked my bike before getting down and walking to the door. The door was open as always, the fresh air getting inside the house.

As I walked in, the familiar surroundings came to my view and so did some faces. "Y/n..." Mrs. Jeon looked at me with a soft smile, "Where have you been?? How have you been??" She looked at me, bet she doesn't know what happened.

"I'm fine Mrs. Jeon... where is Jungkook?" I just went to the topic, avoiding brushing around the bush. "Jungkook... he is fast asle-" She was cut off with a scream making me flinch. I knew this voice.

I looked at Mrs. Jeon, who turned tensed and worried before she rushed upstairs. I didn't waste time but rushed behind her. She opened the door of the room as the scene in front of us, broke my heart to be honest.

Cause Jungkook was sleeping, his hand gripped the bedsheets, his face sweaty, his face frowned and he was thrashing around. He was having a nightmare. "Y/n... no listen to me.. please.." I stared at him in disbelief as I heard my name. He is having a nightmare... on me??

Mrs. Jeon was quick to handle the situation as she walked to Jungkook's bed, patting his head and whispering stuff, trying to wake him up or calm him down, but nothing seemed to work as he kept mumbling my name. I could see his tears on his cheek as I watched them in silence.

My heart ached to be with him, to listen to him, to just give him one chance but my body stayed frozen on the ground as all I could do was stare at the situation. Soon yet Slowly, the situation got under control of Mrs. Jeon as Jungkook finally calmed down.

I noticed her calm down before she closed her eyes and sighed. She then looked at me before beaming a soft weary smile to which I just stayed silent. "Why did you come to visit honey??" I gulped and shook my head, "I wanted to meet him but anyways, I'll meet him some other day Mrs. Jeon" I bowed and walked out, not giving her time to respond as I was already at the door and on my bike,

I needed a way... to clear my mind.. 

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