I Can't Help To Fell In Love With You

Chapter 3

BEACH

ILANG ORAS DIN ANG NAGING BYAHE NAMIN PAPUNTA SA BEACH RESORT NA ITO, HIMALA NGA AT NATULOY ANG TAGAL NA NAMING PILINANO YUNG GANITO KASO LAGING DRAWING IH, BUT FINALLY NGAYON NATULOY NA SABI NGA NILA MAS BETTER KUNG BIGLAAN PARA MATULOY KESA PLANUHIN TSK DI NAMAN MATUTULOY PARANG SIYA BIGLA NALANG DUMATING KAYA NGAYON INLOVE NA AKO SAKANYA KASO IMPOSSIBLE YATA NA MAGING KAMI MAS MALABO PA SA RELATIONSHIP NIYO NG JOWA MO NA NGAYON AY COLD NA SAYO, SINASABI KO SAINYO SA UNA LANG YAN MASAYA HAHAHA, CHARR MASYADO NA PALA AKONG BITTER PERO MAS BITTER KUNG MAPASAKIN SIYA.

Bumaba na kami at kumuha na ng cottage yung pwede naming matuluyan hanggang andito kami, guys my problema tayo sabi ni Yvan, good for four person lang daw ang isang to, hm kuha nalang kami ng isa pa dito kayo doon kami tingin niyo guy's suggestions naman ni Callie, ayos naman yon goo na muling sagot ni Yvan, but don't worry katabi lang namin kayo, ohh yun naman pala ih, basta tabi kami ni Ate Aimy suhesyon naman ni Shanea, ate Yvan kayo nalang ni lindtsey magkasama sa room ang lakas kase maghilik niyan ih tawang tawa na saad ni Shanea, kapal shut up ka nalang Shan, guy's enough ayusin na natin yung mga gamit natin at magpahinga alam ko na pare-pareho tayong mga pagod dahil sa haba ng byahe natin.

Sumunod naman sila sa sinabi ko, lumabas muna ako bigla naman lumapit si Jass sakin yung kaibigan ni Khaille, uhm hii Aimy bati nito saakin, uhm hello medyo hiya kong sabi, ano ba don't be shy tara don aya nito sakin tatanggi na sana ako ng hinawakan niya yung kamay ko at tumakbo ito kaya napatakbo nalang din ako, I don't know pero I feel at peace when I'm with him.

Medyo marami na din ang mga tao dahil pahapon narin, huminto kami at umupo sa buhangin, tahimik lamang kami ng biglang nagsalita si Jass.

“Jass Said” Uhm can I ask you something if it's okey to you?

"Sure what's it's it?

“Jass Said” We're friend naman tayo nung high school right?

"Uhm yeah bakit mo naitanong yan?

“Jass Said”I' know na nasaktan kita before, that's why our friendship was end, but I hope gave me a chance to fix it, I know that I am asking too much of you but I hope you will give it to me please.

Nakita ko ang sincere sa pag-hingi niya non sakin kita ko sa mga mata niya, pero ano kayang dahilan niya para gawin niya sakin ang bagay nayon tanungin ko kaya siya total kasama ko naman siya ngayon.

"Hm can I ask you Jass?

“Jass Said” Sure ano ba yon?

"Why did you do that thing to me, even though you knew that it would hurt me, and then can I know what reason kung bakit mo nagawa sakin yon?

Bumuntong hininga muna ito, You really want to know my reason why I did that to you? Ofcourse I deserve to know what reason you had kaya nagawa mo yon sakin, I did that for your safety because I don't want them to hurt you like they did to me, I would rather be the one they hurt than you because I can handle everything they do to me, but you can't handle all that, that's why I chose me and not you because I don't want to see you hurt and struggling because I get more hurt every time I see you na nag suffer at nasasaktan ka, I can handle everything they do to me, but seeing you hurt and suffering because of them, I can't handle it anymore, that's my reason why I did all that to you for your safety because I want to protect you from everything, if you only knew Aimy while I was doing all that to you I was so hurt and I was so broken, I showed you that I'm happy with what I'm doing because you're hurting but the truth is that I'm so crushed but I can't do anything because that's what they want, I've been submissive to everything they want I became a coward and I was scared because of what they could do to you so I had no choice at that time, that's why I do everything they want, even though our friendship depends on it, I didn't sacrifice it for you, even though I know that I can't handle it when you're gone, our friendship is gone, for four years Aimy.