I Can't Help To Fell In Love With You

Chapter 4

Confessions

Medyo marami na din ang mga tao dahil pahapon narin, huminto kami at umupo sa buhangin, tahimik lamang kami ng biglang nagsalita si Jass.

“Jass Said” Uhm can I ask you something if it's okey to you?

"Sure what's it's it?

“Jass Said” We're friend naman tayo nung high school right?

"Uhm yeah bakit mo naitanong yan?

“Jass Said”I' know na nasaktan kita before, that's why our friendship was end, but I hope gave me a chance to fix it, I know that I am asking too much of you but I hope you will give it to me please.

Nakita ko ang sincere sa pag-hingi niya non sakin kita ko sa mga mata niya, pero ano kayang dahilan niya para gawin niya sakin ang bagay nayon tanungin ko kaya siya total kasama ko naman siya ngayon.

"Hm can I ask you Jass?

“Jass Said” Sure ano ba yon?

"Why did you do that thing to me, even though you knew that it would hurt me, and then can I know what reason kung bakit mo nagawa sakin yon?

Bumuntong hininga muna ito, You really want to know my reason why I did that to you? Ofcourse I deserve to know what reason you had kaya nagawa mo yon sakin, I did that for your safety because I don't want them to hurt you like they did to me, I would rather be the one they hurt than you because I can handle everything they do to me, but you can't handle all that, that's why I chose me and not you because I don't want to see you hurt and struggling because I get more hurt every time I see you na nag suffer at nasasaktan ka, I can handle everything they do to me, but seeing you hurt and suffering because of them, I can't handle it anymore, that's my reason why I did all that to you for your safety because I want to protect you from everything, if you only knew Aimy while I was doing all that to you I was so hurt and I was so broken, I showed you that I'm happy with what I'm doing because you're hurting but the truth is that I'm so crushed but I can't do anything because that's what they want, I've been submissive to everything they want I became a coward and I was scared because of what they could do to you so I had no choice at that time, that's why I do everything they want, even though our friendship depends on it, I didn't sacrifice it for you, even though I know that I can't handle it when you're gone, our friendship is gone, for four years Aimy.

Hindi ko alam na ang laki para ng sinakripisyo niya para lang sa safety ko sa mga taong nambubully sakin noon, bakit ngayon molang sinabi ang lahat ng yan, sa loob ng apat na taon na naging sunod-sunod ka sa kanila, bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi, dapat sinabi mo na sakin noon palang, why did you torture yourself so much just because of me just because of my safety, you are so selfish, I am your friend why didn't you tell me all that, why Jass I shouted, because I love you more than a friend and I don't want you to feel any more, it's better that I be the one to suffer and not you, because I don't want you to suffer and get hurt, I'd rather be the one to get hurt and not the person I love so much and that's you Aimy, that's you I shouted a little bit, napahinto ako sa sinabi ni jass, w-what d-did y-you s-say, I love you Aimy, mahal na mahal kita,Aimy please I'm sorry for everything I did to you before, can you give me a chance to love you I promise I will take back everything I did to you before just give me a chance to love you even if you don't return my love for you.

I was stunned, I didn't know what to answer, I faced Jass, okay I'll give you a chance to love me but just make sure you'll make up for everything you did to me, yes I promise, then can I'court you Aimy? nagulat ako sa tanong niya ang bilis naman, pero kung sa bagay ang laki naman na ng na sakripisyo niya sakin, wala naman sigurong mawawala kung pumayag ako na ligawan niya ako he's a good person and kind, he's willing to make sacrifices for me, which those who courted me before didn't do, he's a worth it person for me, sure why not sabi ko sakanya, natulala naman ito greattttttt thank you Lord sigaw niya at binuhat niya pa ako huy ibaba mo nga ako andaming tao na nakatingin saatin, pumayag siya, pumayag siya na ligawan ko whoooooooo sigaw niya parin, lumapit ito sakin at niyakap ako at hinalkan pa ako sa noo.