unexpected jealousy

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Renee and i have been dating for a while, she asked me out on June and of course i said yes around that same time she also had met Towa. Yes Towa bird.

Now i like Towa, i always have, but she seems extra close with my girl lately and i don't know how to feel about that. Renee has been on tour for a while and we text almost every second we could.

Speaking of which she hasn't replied to my calls or messages for a while now, she's posted a Instagram dump though. With Towa in it. So she had time for that, but no time to click a couple of buttons and answer me?

I was laying in bed being lazy as it was Saturday and i had no work i tried distracting my self, but my mind kept drifting of to my girlfriend and Towa. Dancing in close proximity, the flirty looks, the touching and singing lyrics closely. Gosh i was so jealous.

Whish is the problem, I'm not a jealous person. or so i thought, being with a popular singer completely changed it. Of course id be jealous when everyone tries to get with my girl. She was mine, i guess. I don't own her, she has het freedom but gosh that girl made me crazy.

Again I'm not the jealous type. Though what I'm feeling now would say otherwise. Ill get used to it, just lighten up y/n. I get snapped out of my thoughts by a ring from my phone. It was Renee. I answer the call as fast as i could and before i could say anything she started talking.

"Hi baby! I'm so sorry i haven't seen your messages I've been so busy-" Gosh i missed her voice. "Why did it take so long for you to answer?" I cut her off anger laced in my voice, wait...i thought i didn't care.

"Y/n please understand that ive been busy with everything. Im so sorry-" She seems genuinely sorry i guess. "Fine but you had time to post with Towa and not answer me? Why?" I ask more gently.

"Oh that was my manger those are old photos i promise i would never y/nn" Renee says softly with a hint of a smile. "Oh okay....Well i miss you" I spoke my voice quiet. "I miss you to my darling" Renee replies softly.

"When can you come home nae?" I whined, "Soon my love, I promise ill be home to you soon..."

My heart flutter at her words as i smile no words coming out, we speak for a while before she had to go, She says a small "I love you" And with her declaration of love she hangs up leaving me laying in bed the silence seeping into my skin as my mind drifts to memories with my love.


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Im to tired  to finish this now cause this illness doesn't wanna go away im in so much pain.

 ill post it cause i know i wont finish if i keep it in my drafts

you'll get a part two

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