|pandora h.♡|
i invited kelly over today. i feel bad about this whole thing, and i don't think im gonna be able to go through with it. they have kids, i have kids, and someone is gonna end up hurt, and in order to avoid that, im gonna just tell her im out. i shouldn't have even agreed to do this bullshit, but my daughters life was on the line, so i had no other choice.
"hey, that belly is getting huge." i cringed. she sees absolutely nothing wrong with anything.
"yeah, well, thanks to you."
"okay, the attitude? what's all that for?"
"i just feel bad about everything."
"the damage is done, pan. what is there to feel bad about?"
"i didn't want any of this."
"you agreed to do it."
"because your crazy ass threatened to kill my child while you held her at gun point. what else was i supposed to do?"
"well, you should've let her die instead. you're not going anywhere, so cut the shit."
"kelly, im sorry, but i cant do this anymore. ive caused enough damage to that family, i don't feel comfortable ruining something i never asked for."
"bitch you've had a thing for her wife for years."
"yeah, well, that eventually went away. i was a fucking teenager then im almost thirty! i may joke a little with her, but i barely cross the boundaries i used to when we were young. i want her to be happy and remain that way, im sorry, but this is over. please go."
"so you're just gonna put your daughter's life in jeopardy for her happiness?"
"my daughter isn't gonna get touched."
"and which one did you think i was referring to?" she looked down at my belly.
"i never told you the gender."
"i guessed."
"you also never told my niece your babydaddy attacked her father, but dont worry, ill do it for you."
"you're literally doing all of this over vagina that's everywhere in the world."
"hers isnt everywhere."
"yeah, it nay not be, but it belongs to someone already. you can't have her, face the facts."
she picked up my glass mug and threw it at the wall, causing it to break.
"i can, and i will! and you're gonna help me."
"im n-" she pulled a gun from her purse and shoved it in my belly "kelz dont do this..."
"oh now it's "kelz don't do this?" you're scared, aren't you? if you didn't want any of this, why are you so afraid of this baby dying? hm?"
"she doesn't deserve this."
"you stupid bitch you weren't even supposed to get pregnant! the plan was to have sex with her, i was gonna record, and that would have been that."
"you watched the whole thing, dummy! when she started to release i was about to move off of her because of this exact reason and before i could get up i feel a fucking gun on my head. you told me not to move until she came in me you stupid bitch. you know what, kelly, i know for a fact that she's gonna hate me, but i promise you you're gonna have it way worse than me."
"how can you be so sure? she doesn't look like she'd hurt a fly."
"you know taraji, but i know T. those are two completely different people, and you'll be meeting T very soon."
"i dont buy the scare tactics. anyway, i have to go to the studio where my future wife is and work on music. clean that glass up and wait on my next call."
once she left, i released the breath i didn't even realize i was holding. i lifted my shirt and saw a small red mark. i put a little ice on it and let it sit for a little.
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"this is some prenatal vitamins, yogurt, two percent milk, fruits, and vegetables. i hope this all the right shit."
"it is. thank you, i appreciate it."
"yeah, so, what's going on, and why do you have ice on yo stomach?"
"nevermind that, but i wanted to talk to you about something."
"im listening."
i gave her a rundown of everything from the beginning to now.
"AND YOU AINT SAY SHIT?!"
"i couldn't say anything."
"YOU COULDVE SAID SOMETHING TO ME BEFORE YALL TOUCHED DOWN AND I WOULD HAVE HANDLED IT!"
"she had a gun pointed at my child's head! what did you want me to do? just let her die? i didn't ask for any of this. i only agreed for the sake of mimi. if the gun had been to my head at the time. i would be dead right now! i know how it may look being the fact that i used to push up on you when we were younger and i may say a few flirtatious things here and there, but when we spoke about boundaries in your car, i ended it there. i dont wanna ruin your marriage nor your life. i came here for a fresh start and got caught up in this bullshit. im not gonna apologize for putting my child first, but i am sorry that it got to this point."
"lay low until i call." was all she said before she stormed out.
|fantasia h. ♡|
i brought tianna to the studio with me while i recorded my song 'When I See U' i decided to switch the lyrics up a little bit, but it was definitely time for it to be released. i ordered ti chick fil a, and its just now coming. i sat her on the couch while i jammed to the song.
"tasia, when you get famous, don't leave me behind." jermaine joked.
"i would never leave the realest out. you know we stuck like glue."
i asked him to play it back a few more times just to make sure i was all the way sure about everything. i hear laughing and see kelly tickling tianna. i walked over to her and mushed her face away from her.
"stay the fuck away from her."
"ladies" jermaine said in a warning tone.
"can you give us a minute, j?"
"when i get back, i want everything to be just how i left it."
i turned it to minnie mouse on tiannas ipad..
"can we talk in the booth? i don't want her to hear you going all psycho."
i walked into the booth and closed the door behind me.
"what the fuck do you want kelly"
"don't ask me that obvious fucking question."
"why is it so hard for you to understand that i don't want you? we will never be a thing."
"do you love your kids, fantasia?"
i smiled at that, she knows the answer already, "do you love your son, kelendria? oh, what was his name again? was it titan?"
"h-how do you-"
"oh no, you th— you thought it was a secret?"
"touch my child bitch and i will destroy your entire family."
"oh you mean like how your mother and father are sleeping in a house that's on fire? what were their names again? doris and....bingo, it's christopher. instead of you standing here, you may wanna go put that fire out, mamas." she gave me a death stare before she ran out of the studio.
that was a good lie, not gonna lie. those are her real people, but their house isnt on fire....yet.
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