"Shit!" The glass full of water falls
and Jake starts panicking. "I'm sorry." Jake repeats it about 15 times until
Logan pulls him away. "Hey, hey, hey. It's okay, look you're bleeding."
Jake fights off Logan and keeps cleaning. The doorbell rings and Lexy,Grant,Devon, and of course Agent Hicks come. Bree answers it and they walk into the kitchen and see a frenzied Jake.
"Jake? You okay?" Devon asks. "dropped." "Jake, you need to step back...." Lexy says and she keeps talking and slowly fades as Devon whispers into Grant ear.
"1..2..3!" Grant says as he pulls Jake away from the mess. Grant stands up him and Jake keeps apologizing. "I'm sorry, I ruined tonight." Jake says. "Hey! As far as I'm concerned, tonight's not ruined. Bree can clean up your cut, we can chose a game and keep playing. I'll stay over tonight and we'll talk about this, Deal?" Devon says with his hands on his cheeks, cupping his face.
Jake slowly nods and Bree takes him to his bathroom and cleans his hand.
"Sorry, Bree." "Jake-"
"No." Jake sternly says. "Let me apologize." Bree nods and lets him speak. "I'm sorry, I ruined your life. It was perfect until I came in. You weren't made for this. I'm sorry." Jake says then nodding to let Bree know he's done speaking.
"I accept your apology, but you haven't ruined our lives. You've made it better we'be became a more cohesive family because of you Jake." Bree hugs him and plants a quick kiss and the two head back downstairs
Game night goes on perfectly and peacefully and it ends Lexy and Grant head home and Devon stays over like promised.
The two head to his room and close the door. "So, what's going on?" Devon asks. "Nothing, everything is fine." Jake says as he sits with Devon
on the edge of his bed. His leg starts bouncing and Devon quickly takes note of that to use in his argument.
"Don't fucking lie to me." Devon says in a pleading voice. "What happened tonight?"
"I dropped the glass of Bree's water and I just got this flashback from something, it's small though, it's
fine." Jake says and tries to calm down his breathing before Devon notices, but he already has.
"Was it........Lucas?" Devon asks and Jake nods feeling uncomfortable and
sitting up. Devon decides to go get a bottled water from his bag and give it to Jake after seeing he may have a anxiety attack coming on.
"It's all my fault...
...It's all my fault...
...It's all my fault...
...It's all my fault..."
"No it's not." Devon says hugging after getting him to calm down.
"I'm sorry-" "Hey! Don't you apo-logize, you didn't ask for any of this." Devon says now kneeling infront of Jake.
"I know, but I still worry everyone. Like I'm a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. You shouldn't have to worry."
"But I gotta worry, you're my boyfriend." Devon says then kissed him and Jake kisses him back and jt turns into a hot make-out session.
(no smut bcus thats nasty and weird)
The two fell asleep in eachothers arms with Devon spooning Jake. It's 6 AM and Devon is awake and notices his cuts again. He makes a mental note that they need to talk about that.
Devon wakes Jake up for school and borrows some of his clothes.
"Hey boys!" Annie and placing breakfast infront of them. "Oh! I only made 4, sorry Devon. I'll make you some pancakes."
"It's fine. I'll grab a orange, not really hungry." Jake says and Devon and Junior eat their food.
Bree and Logan drove the three to school and Lexy scaredly waits for Jevon at the entrance with big news.
~A/N~
Sorry it took me soo long to update school has been KILLING ME! luv u guys and so happy i have readers❤️
btw im a big shameless and gallavich fan so let me know if you spot the shameless line (mickey said it btw and its in a deleted scene!)
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