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Yoongi, the sweet teenager, could only remain silent when Bangtan told him about the study abroad that they would be going on in a month. He didn't expect that they would all be gone soon and maybe they would be back soon, or maybe they wouldn't come back?

"Mianhae..."

Yoongi turned his head when Seokjin's voice was heard, he smiled a little then cupped Seokjin's face and looked at him softly.

"Why apologize hm?"

"Because we will leave you, sorry I-I can't do anything"

"Gwaenchana, you guys go. Besides, what parents want is definitely the best," said Yoongi looking at Bangtan who was looking down sadly

They just don't want to see their little lover smiling, but they know their sweetheart is sad right now.

"What's wrong with you guys? Why are you silent, hm?"

"Mianhae..."

Yoongi chuckled a little "Aigoo, I'm really okay...don't apologize hm"

They looked at each other, then quickly hugged Yoongi until the cutie was covered by their bodies. Yoongi smiled and rubbed the arm of one of them

"Mianhae..."

"Gwaenchana, and...let's spend our time this month," said Yoongi and they nodded quickly

"Can you let go of the hug, t-it's too tight"

They let go of the hug slowly, then moved their bodies apart and sat back in their respective chairs.

"Don't be sad anymore, it's better to finish your food, the bell will ring soon."

They complied, eating their ordered food in silence. Meanwhile, Yoongi smiled fakely there, holding back all the tightness that was getting into his feelings.

'Let it all go, Yoongi-ah...'


After school they went to a photo studio, because they intended to take a photo together as a memory for them.

"Hyungie try using this"

"I don't want to," Seokjin refuses, when Yoongi shows him the banana costume

"Come on, it's only for a moment, hyung, this is also for our memories," Yoongi begs with a pitiful face, which of course makes Seokjin not strong enough and he ends up nodding in resignation.

"your face is so cute hyung" Hoseok's laughter boomed in the studio there, when he saw Seokjin being dressed in a banana costume by their tiny boyfriend.

"Shut up!" Seokjin was annoyed.

"Hobie, why are you wearing that one? Your costume is this one."

Hoseok immediately glared when Yoongi showed him a black women's costume with shoulder-length wig as a complement.

"I-I wear this?"

"Hum, come on, don't protest too much! Namjoonie didn't protest too" said Yoongi, glancing at Namjoon who was dressed as a teenage girl wearing a school uniform with a resigned face.

"Okay, I'll wear it"

Yoongi nodded enthusiastically, then let Hoseok get ready with his costume.

Finally after 30 minutes they were all ready in their respective costumes. Seokjin in a banana costume with Jimin in a monkey costume, Jungkook in his tuxendo plays the role of husband with Hoseok as his wife, while Namjoon and Taehyung play schoolboys.

Himself? just be yourself bro

Snap after shot was taken...they posed in various styles, following the cameraman's instructions to do this and that so that the photos would be good. They did everything from romantic to ridiculous styles for up to an hour.

"Huft...even though it's just posing, why am I so tired" Yoongi complained, leaning on Jimin's shoulder

"But it's satisfying, right?"

"Huum!" Yoongi answered, closing his eyes, when Jimin rubbed his temples because he was sweating,

"Drink it."

Yoongi opened his eyes when a cold feeling touched his cheek, and it turned out to be Jungkook with cold mineral water in his hand

"Gomawo kookie"

Jungkook nodded, sitting in front of Yoongi watching his lover's sweet face. But the next second, his brows furrowed as his face looked paler than usual

"Honey, are you sick?" Jungkook asked, making the others turn their gazes to the little one.

"U-uh? no kookie, I'm fine"

"Then why is your face so pale?"

"B-because my skin is pale kookie" Yoongi answered with a faint smile, trying to convince them.

"Are you sure?" Seokjin said, and Yoongi nodded quickly.

"Don't hide anything from us, Yoon."

"I-I'm not hiding anything from you, Tae," Yoongi replied, trying to neutralize his tone

They were silent for a moment then nodded slowly, then the six of them walked unsteadily to the changing room to take off their costumes because they were no longer comfortable with the sticky sweat... leaving Yoongi sighing in relief there.



After returning home from the photo studio, Yoongi just remained silent in the living room ignoring the television in front of him which was on and also ignoring the blood from his nose which was now starting to flow and drip down the back of his hand.

He was just daydreaming, thinking about his illness which had now progressed to stage 3 and the cancer cells had even spread to other organs.

So far he has not had any treatment, because according to him it will all be in vain if in the end he dies and leaves everything behind.

Taking a deep breath, he had planned to tell them about his illness on his birthday, but now he decided against it because his boyfriends were going abroad on the month of his birth, he was just afraid that if he told them...it would disrupt their studies.

With a small jolt, Yoongi turned his head to the side and saw the sad face of his friend who was now stretching his arms with a small smile.

Ah... his best friend really understands him

"Eunwoo..." Yoongi whispered

"It's okay, I'm here with you" Eunwoo patted his sweet friend's back gently, whispering calming words trying to calm him down.

"I-I'm scared, woo..."

"Shhh...calm down"

Yoongi let go of his hug then looked at his friend with a worried look.

"W-what if I leave without saying goodbye to them woo? w-what if I go but there's no one beside me...how is this woo-ya, I'm scared"

"Shh...you're not going anywhere Yoon, you idiot, don't talk like that...You scared me" Eunwoo held Yoongi's shaking hands.

"N-no, I don't feel good... every day I-I dream of meeting my parents"

"D-don't think about it, it's just a dream, Yoon-ah," Eunwoo said quickly, then pulled Yoongi back into his arms

Yoongi could only accept his friend's hug, trying to calm himself from the fear that had hit him. No! He's not afraid of dying... he's just afraid of not being able to see his lovers when he take his last breath.

What he wanted was to see them or at least one of them beside him in his final moments, at least it would be an impressive goodbye and farewell to him.

Can he?





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