One shots

❤️He was my soulmate ❤️

I was the popular guy, known for football. I was the star player. Once I got home I realised I forgot my hoodie. 'Shit! I must've forgotten it at school' I whisper to myself out of anger I'll get it tomorrow I thought. A knock at the door took me out of my thoughts. It was uh what's his name shit. Let's just say the emo kid. Anyway he was at my door holding my hoodie. "Um James? You forgot this at school," he said. I just shrugged even though I forgot it I have plenty more "keep it." I then shut the door going to my room. "Why did he make me feel nervous? And why did my face feel hot? He's weird." I say to myself before going to sleep. The next day I go to my first lesson laughing with my friends. Maths. I normally skip but today I felt the urge to go. Anyway when I got there I saw that kid. He was wearing my hoodie. For some reason that made me happy. Well it's not my hoodie anymore. I kinda hope no one realises that it used to be mine. After school I walked up to him. He's nervous his cheeks are flushed, red? "Hi, Kai right?" I said after hearing someone say his name. He laughs softly it sounded so cute but I quickly shook that thought out of my head. I can't be gay! He said "yes..?" He was so confused and he reminded me of a puppy. "Do you.. do you like my hoodie?.." I asked him nervously. He nodded cutely again. He's brown fluffy hair bounced as he nodded. And just like we became friends but only in secret. I didn't need this messing up my reputation. As we walked home I noticed his eyes, they were so beautiful. I could stare at them all day. We realised that we live near each other. Well he lives down the road to me. The next morning I'm wearing some shorts and a white top. My short blonde hair brushed out so it's very soft and slightly wavy. I was holding a navy blue hoodie. My plan was to give it to him. It had a j on it but I didn't think of telling him. When he walks out he was wearing some joggers and a baby blue top. He looked so cute. "Hey Kai!" I yelled while smiling. He walked up to me with a soft smile on his face. God I want to kiss him. "Hi James." He says nervously which made me laugh softly. When we get to school he looks at me sadly and stops walking "why'd you stop Kai?" I asked him confused as I turned around and looked at him. "You shouldn't be seen with me." He said with slight tears in his eyes. It hurt to see him sad. I wanted to take him home and just skip the whole day with him but I couldn't. "Why?.." I said feeling hurt. My thoughts racing thinking I did something but he said something that made my world stop. "Because I'm gay!" He slightly yelled at me as a tear fell from his eye. I leaned forward, rested my hand on his cheek while rubbing the tear away with my thumb. "Me too.." I said. Wait am I gay? Shit. Am I actually gay? Then my friends showed up laughing. Out of instinct I started laughing as well I had tears in my eyes this hurt me. I saw more tears fall from his eyes. "You actually believed me. Wow mate, Im not gay. At all." I said. I didn't know what I was saying. He turned around and ran back to his house. I just walked into school I wanted to run after him but I couldn't because of my reputation. I didn't focus I couldn't whenever I tried all I could think about was him. After a while of staring into space I stood up ignoring all the stares. The teacher asked what I was doing but all I could say was "I need to get him back!" Then I ran. Out of class. Out of the school. I was banging on the door. I was out of breath panting. My white top went see through but I didn't care. I needed him. I needed Kai. He changed my life, For the better. His little sister opened the door she smiled to see me. She loved me. She let me up and told me that Kai was in his room. I thanked her then ran upstairs I quickly opened his door I saw him asleep in his bed wearing my hoodie. His cheeks were red and wet from crying I slowly went In, kissed his forehead and wiped his cheeks I then went downstairs after shutting his door and turning the light off. I didn't leave the house instead I stayed and helped with his sister I was in the middle of making her some pasta. My top was in the wash so I was shirtless. You could see my six pack which I got from football. He opened the door just as I was dishing up his sister's food. I looked at him. "Get out..." he whispered looking at me. I was hurt. This hurt. His sister looked shocked and sad. "But Kai.. James helped! He made food. He cleaned. He evened tucked you in!" She yelled at Kai. I just patted her head knowing that Kai wanted me to leave so I softly spoke in her ear. "Hey it's okay.. I need to go home anyway.." she shook her head and hugged my arm. I swear I saw a tear fall from her eye. "No!" She yelled while holding onto me. It pained me to see her like this but I've hurt Kai enough I had to leave. "Hey how about if Kai lets us tomorrow I can bring you some ice cream if I can't come in I'll drop it off for you." I said. I then stood up once she let go before starting to eat. I looked at Kai. "Look Kai, I know I hurt you. Fuck. I hurt you so much and I hate myself for it. But I do love you I just didn't want my friends knowing but now who cares what they think. I sure don't. But I see you need time so I'll leave. I'll be down the road if you need me." I then walked to Kai and kissed his cheek. I smiled at him sadly. I then went to the door and put on my shoes. I left. When I got home it was raining and I realised I forgot my stuff at school I then saw them on my doorstep. With a note. The note was under the hoodie so it didn't get wet. I took it all inside when I got to my room I read the note.
"Look dude. None of us are homophobic we just used to pick on Kai a bit before he had a crush on me. But we can all tell you like him. The teacher decided not to give you a detention but you do have to make up the work. I'll send you a recording of the lesson later. I noticed how off you were all day so I understood why you left. Go get him James."
The note was off one of my mates Noah. I wish I could get Kai back but he obviously hates me. I ended up falling asleep a few minutes after without even showering or getting changed the next day I had a shower first thing. I then checked my messages and I had one off Noah, it was the video that meant none off Kai. I got dressed into my football kit. I picked up the hoodie and my bag. I went to the shop quickly. I picked up some ice cream for Kai's little sis. I even bought Kai some of his favourite food, a cute bracelet and a teddy. I dropped all the new things off at Kai's as well as the hoodie from yesterday I knocked then left. I saw Kai pick it all up. I smiled at being able to see him but I left before he could see me. That was my routine for a few days. I then got told that I was running low on money so I dropped out of school and got a job. I worked as a football coach for some kids. It was good money and I loved seeing their smiles. One day around a month later I got a text. From Kai. "Hey James. Can we talk?" I immediately replied saying "yeah of course when? Where?" I was extremely excited to see him. He to,d me to go to theirs and I did I knocked on his door and his sister hugged my leg saying thank you for the ice cream. I smiled but then went to his room I saw him wearing my hoodie and some shorts. I sat down next to him with his sister still hugging me. It was silent for a few seconds before Kai started crying saying how sorry he was. I was so confused because he didn't do anything. I stood up making his sister let go and I hugged him. "You have nothing to be sorry for my love..." I said as I kissed his forehead. I saw him blush it was so cute. I loved him so much. He looked at me then kissed me. I kissed back. "Ewww" his sister said making us break the kiss and laugh softly. I looked at Kai. "I love you so much and I always will." I said with slight tears in my eyes. "I love you too..." he whispered. I smiled so much after that. I then kissed him again and I knew I would love this man forever. He was my soulmate.