Founded

Lost Track Of Time

Two days. Two days of no sleep due to the fact that I kept getting phone calls from Rehab telling my mother was getting worse. I cried and cried. I couldn't stop. I sometimes thought why can't have a normal family with a normal mother and father in love but I put that at the back of my mind, why was I this angry? My mother didn't pick to be crazy. My bastard as.s father did. He made our life a living hell. Money was all he craved. I wanted to get all the money in the world, give it to my mother so she can shove it up his as.s.
I walked to the next room, I cringed at the view. I started cleaning then someone can in the room a similar figure, Harry it was. I was surprised, this wasn't his room. He took a glance at my figure too, doing the O. I wiped my tears away, be lowed my gaze just focusing on the bed and hoping he didn't regonise me. "Saige" Shit. Too late. "U-um hi" I shutted. "Where have you been? I was waiting for you every morning so you can clean my room but another sexy lady came in" He smirked. "Tessa , I think her name was" He licked his lips and it was actually Vanessa. I figured they slept together. "Yeh, It wasn't my shift" I still kept my gaze down. "Well when is your shift?" He asked and I cringed. "Mondays and Tuesdays" I stated. "Usually my worst days but lets hope you can make that better" He winked and made his way out of the room grabbing a pair of boys jeans. What? I figured he slept with the girl here too. What a fuc k boy. The rest of the day went on smoothly well better than the last two days. My shift stopped early so I went back to my room and check my phone. Text from Radley pops up again, I figured I shouldn't open it so I went to the Opening Gate balcony which is connected to every single room. No one really goes there, I mean it has bad history to it. A girl named Alex committed suicide here people say she got raped by one of the old customers. I cringed again knowing that nearly happened to me. I sat down on the balcony putting my hands over my face crying softly. My life is one huge mess. I don't remember the last time I was really happy and that does not count pretending it. I always pretended to be happy and had my life figured out but the sad truth is that I am a girl that works as a cleaner nearly all her friking life, has a mental mother thats in rehab and a crazy father, God knows where he is at. He should be the one in Rehab to be honest. I have no friends and no one to support me whatsoever I feel like a stranger to my own world. Vanessa and I were really close friends until she thought I slept with Elijah if only she knew the truth, she kind of had a crush on him. Someone knock on my door interrupting my moment. I sigh of who it could have been. I didn't even bother checking my face knowing that I look like a racoon because of the mascara running down my eyes. I opened the door showing a good-looking boy with the sweetest smile on his face. He was wearing the staff uniform. Oh crap, I just remember we have got a new staff and I had to show around. He looked like a million bucks with his light brown eyes that you can easily got lost in and his hair, pitch black. That perfect amount of facial hair. "Hi, my name is Zayn, Zayn Malik. I am the new stuff" He pulled his hand out showing his tan coloured looking skin that was filled with tattoos. I nodded like a lost puppy still amaze by his looks. Whats happening to me? "You must be...?" He asked. "Saige, Saige Gilbert" I shaked his hands. "May I ask if your okay?" He asked referring to my red puffy eyes and mascara all over my eyes. "I - uh" In that moment I am lost for words. "I went swimming" I answered quickly. What we don't even have a swimming he just laughed knowing that I was lying but he went along with the lie not wanting to make me feel nervous. I laugh nervously too. "Come on Malik!" I walked out 0f my room wanting to show him around. I think this pain i've been feeling is making me numb. But I like this me, because this me can actually get somewhere in life. He laughed but still tagging along. I showed him the balcony told him what happened, I showed him the cafeteria and we had our few laughs there and here. I was about to show him to the staff room where we hang out and all that. But something else to my gaze it was Harry with a bunch of people, they were people filled with tattoos and smoke was all I can smell when I got nearer to them. A girl with shorts and red crop top with a drunken face had her hands around Harry's neck while he was laughing with some of the boys next to him. As Harry took my presence, our eyes locked. Harry tap one of his friends and pointed at me. All of the sudden I blushed, "Come Zayn, i'll show you the rest of the staff. Before Zayn could answer "Collapsed Sia" was yelled out and echoing. I turned around with Harry with one his friend smirking and winking at me, the girl that had her hands connected to Harry's neck took a sight of me, she did a disgusted look before moving Harry's head towards her with her hands referring that shes pissed, while Harry wasn't paying attention. The guy that was with Harry smirking and winking at me pointed to Harry did a love heart with his hand then pointed at me while chuckling. Which in the hand language means he loves you which is me. I got uncomfortable and my cheeks were bright red. Zayn noticed and got my hands dragging me inside the staff room. What just happened? And why is Zayn, this holy delicious boy holding my hands? He noticed I was feeling a little anxious he let go of my hands. "Sorry" He said, "U-um it's okay" I said still cheeks bright red. "Sorry I got distracted earlier" I was playing with my hands. "No yeh, Its okay" He said, this was very awkward. "Lemme show the other staff. " I tried to make this less awkward than it already is. I introduced him and Vanessa got his eyes locked on him, she looked at him like the most beautiful creature exist in this world. I chuckled. "Thank you Saige, I can take him from now on" Vanessa basically dragged him with her. "Thanks Saige" Zayn did a nervous smile probably scared of what Vanessa is gonna do to him. "Anytime Malik" I winked and he chuckled.
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OMG I USE THE WORD AS.S A LOT. ZAYYNNNEEE I WANNA LICK YOU. GET READY FOR NEXT CHAPTER !