TW's: Self harm, blood (oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo)
Clare POV:
I felt terrible.
Emma broke down crying shortly after during 2nd break... I did my best to console her, but she just kept crying... She eventually became sick and her parents had to come pick her up.
I just hoped she was-
WARNING: mentions of self harm
Oh no. What if she's trying to self harm?! (look, my grammar when it comes to writing this stuff is horrendous, pls excuse that if it's wrong T-T) She's tried it a lot of times!! As they say, people with the brightest smile hide their worst feelings...( I got that from a YouTube comment on a video where SOME IMMATURE PEOPLE MADE BADBOYHALO FROM DREAM SMP CRY ON STREAM THRICE! More on that in the A/N at the end) wait, that's wrong. Anyways, I HAVE TO GET TO HER HOUSE. NOW.
WARNING OVER
I practically sprinted down the stairs and 1 block away, thankfully, she lives next door.
*DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG*
Look, I'm desperate! I don't want to lose my bff!
No answer, so I lift the doormat to get their spare keys. Our families know where the spare keys of the other is in case of an emergency. I call this a mega emergency.
I quickly unlock their door and burst in. Nope, no one is there. Her parents are at work like mine. STOMP STOMP STOMP goes my feet as i run up the stairs to her room. And guess what I see?
WARNING: blood
Blood. A trail of dots of blood from her closet to her bed. It takes all my might not to burst out in tears. And there she is, on the bed, rolled up in child's pose and crying so hard as if her heart would break. (ENID BLYTON MALORY TOWERS 9TH BOOK REFERENCEEEEE) I rushed to get the first aid kit, and quickly tended to her wounds. Thankfully she didn't lose a lot of blood, just a teensy weensy bit.
WARNING OVER
"Why Emma, why did you do this?!" I whispered, on the verge of tears
I couldn't even make out what she said after, but as soon as I understood, I froze.
"I don't want to lose you and Hermione, you guys mean so much to me."
At that moment, then and there, I wanted to either move with her or somehow stop her from moving.
I tried reasoning with her. "Even I don't want to lose you, Emma. You just tried killing yourself. That means we both will lose each other. I-"
"I know, I'm sorry..."
We just sat on her bed, crying for what seemed like eternity.
Before we knew it...
*door handle rattles* *door opens* "WHAT?! THE DOOR WAS OPEN?!"
Emma and I looked at each other. Whoops, I had forgotten to lock the door behind me!
"EMMA! WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU OK? ANSWER ME!" came her mum and dad's voice from downstairs.
"Yeah mum, I'm ok! In my room with Clare!" Emma shouts back.
I shoot her a look which says "Why did you say that?!"
Emma just shrugs.
Her mum and dad burst in her room, "EMMA! Dear, I thought something happened to you! Are you ok? Are you hurt? Why are you crying? A- Oh hello Clare! How are you? What happened here?"
I just say, "We better go downstairs to talk, aunty and uncle."
WARNING: mention of self harm
A few minutes later, we explain everything that happened. Emma moving, us devastated, Emma self harming and so on.
WARNING OVER
Emma's parents saw how upset we were, and decided to stay here, and not move.
Emma went to the doctor to bandage her wounds a bit better, and then, peace prevailed at last.
Emma didn't move, our group was as it is.
Life's good.
A/N: WOWEE THAT TOOK A LONG TIME AND NOW MY BACK PAINS OWWWWW
Anywayz, 'bout that Badboyhalo thing I mentioned, yesterday I watched a vid where idiotic 12 year olds keep spamming stuff like "baldboyhalo" and other nonsense. He had text to speech turned on for his donations, and emojis like magnifying glass and passport control emojis have a long name and they spammed that. He (Bad) asked them to stop, but they didn't. Also, did I mention it was his BIRTHDAY STREAM?! The audacity of those kids I swear... after a long time of enduring it, he absolutely lost it and screamed at them and started crying. Being a sensitive person myself, I understood how he felt. This happened in 3 DIFFERENT STREAMS and in ALL OF THOSE 3 those IDIOTS make him CRY!
I hate this so much, this needs to stop! Not just in the MC community, it's even like this in the K-pop industry and so many other industries! To whoever reads this, please spread the word!
Sorry for that rant T-T
I'll be back with a (hopefully) better story! Byeeeee
Eat yer food and drink yer wotoh don't forget! Tc <3
