A Girl Next Door

Happy Birthday

Too shy to say,

but I hope you stay.

- Billie Eilish.

NEVIN'S POV:

I don't know how to feel right now, after knowing that my miracle was already married and divorced and also today was her birthday.

I felt somehow hurt to know that I was late in her life, but I relived that we have had a whole life to be together.

My Miracle cut the call with her family and went into my kitchen to have some water. I can see that the call did not end well.

I walked downstairs and looked at her typing something on her phone. She looks up, and her eyes meet mine when she feels my presence in the kitchen.

"Are you OK?" I asked her as I walked toward her. Even though I feel so sad, I don't want her to feel sad on her own birthday.

She nodded her head at me, but I know she's not. It showed all over her face that she was not OK.

I stood in front of her and pulled her toward me, holding her to me. She placed her head on my shoulder and she took a deep breath.

"Are you OK?" I heard her voice ask me lowly.

I know what she is talking about, she wants to know how I feel about what she told me.

Actually, I can't say I'm not OK with knowing that she told me about her past. I feel OK to find out about it from her. If, in the future, I get to know about it from someone else, I have a whole right to be mad at her. So I'm OK to know about my miracle.

"Yes" I said and caressed her back. I saw her shoulder relax, and she pulled away from our hug. She smiled at me. A real smile.

I leaned in to crash my lips on hers. She kisses me back, we move from my kitchen to the couch as we kiss. I broke our kiss and sat on my couch and pulled her toward me by her waist, to make her sit on my lap.

"So?" she asked. She placed her hand on my shoulder and looked at me.

I place my hands on her hips and caress her hips to her thighs. She is on my lap and my hand on her skin makes me want to do so many things. But I don't know if she is ready for them.

"Do you have any wishes?" I asked as I put my hand into her shirt and felt her skin. She looks at my eyes and leans her head on my neck and kisses my neck.

"Actually I have one" she whispered on my neck, and she licked my neck.

"What's that?" I asked her as I caressed her back and felt her soft skin. She moans on my neck, makes my members twitch hard.

I think she felt it under her, because she started to move her hips and grind on me.

Her hand moves from my shoulder and moves toward my shaft. She placed her palm on my hard shaft and moved her head back to look at me.

"First let me finish what I started" she said and started to kiss me as she palmed me. I moved my hand on her body and caressed her side and slowly pulled her t-shirt up.

She moves away from our kiss, and she removes her t-shirt and throws it away and sits still on my lap half naked.

I let my hands feel her whole body, she guided me to where to touch and kiss her. We kiss and touch till we are both naked. I lifted her in my arms and took her to my bed.