Chapter 2
-i rush into a cubical and lock myself and burst into tears, only because i dont want to get hurt again..-
-my hands shake like crazy leading me into a panic attack.-
Serenity: " why does this have to happen to me..."
-as i cry to myself i begin to mumble..-
Serenity: "i don't want to be hurt again, i could barely hide these scars from this horrible man.. i cant believe i love him even when i am literally getting abused.."
-and suddenly the door shuts..-
-my life paused... my eyes widen and i know im screwed..-
-i open the cubicle door and see her right there-
Sehar: "seren!!... what going on....!!!??"
-shit! I thought some random person walked in, but no shes right here!"
Serenity: " no no, Sehar.. please."
Sehar: "girl im here seeing you cry and mumbling to yourself about abuse!"
Serenity: " no Sehar.. Ignore it! It's seriously nothing i was just on about something random in my head.."
-Sehar would go quiet for a while-
Serenity: "Sehar..im all okay seriously i am all okay see!"
-still no replies but a blank face-
Sehar: "are all those from Kethen.."
Serenity: " huh what where?"
Sehar: "those on your neck."
Serenity: "oh.. those are love marks.."
Sehar: "what about those on your arm..?"
-and there i go, silent and overwhelmed.-
-trying to find new ways to create an excuse.-
Sehar: "why didnt you tell me or Zyran?!"
Serenity: " please dont tell Zyran.. i dont want any drama to be caused.. trust me its all okay..!"
Sehar: " no seren.. its not okay he's literally abusing you!"
Serenity: "please... just dont make it obvious that you know"
-my panic level has reached its limits and can no longer feel ny body.-
-i cant feel my skin.. but the air that has my arms shaking-
-but i cant feel my arms...-
-i cant feel anything..-
-and with a collapse Sehar s arms making reach over and grab onto my arms as i fall into hers having a blackout vision-
-but my ears faintly could hear a little..-
Sehar: "SEREN, SARENITY ARE YOU OKAY?!...,ZYRAN!!! HELP ME PLEASE!"
-she didnt call Kethan at all.. my love for Sehar is unbeatable."
-a few hours pass by and its the end of school. I slept the whole 3 periods of the school, i didnt want to wake up after having my secret revealed. But since its revealed i have no idea whats going on out there right now.. what if Kethan will attack me again? What if Sehar is in an argument with Kethan... what if Zyran and Kethan are in a fight!?-
-i slowly get up from bed but still have a low iron attack-
-the horrible feeling of the sunlight attacking your eyes with a sharp headache piercing through your body always has me falling back onto my bed.. as if it doesn't want me to go and check whats going on..?-
-but i get up again and start walking against the door... absolutely not thinking about whos room im in, im too focused on whats going on out there..-
-but as i get closer i hear talking.. i pause and place my hear againts the door and silently listen to it.-
-Sehar's point of view-
sehar: "now tell me, why the fuck are you attacking your own girlfriend, how long has this even been going on for??"
Kethan: "dont fucking talk to me in that manner, we're all friends. She doesnt matter at all"
Sehar: "say that again and I'll throw a knife straight into your spinal cord when you walk out."
Kethan: "you fucking bitch say that agai-"
Zyran: "hey.. stop that, youll all wake up Seren.. let her rest and you both keep it quiet, you know what actually; Kethan get out."
Sehar: "yeah! Get out, you asshole"
Kethan: "you know what tell that brat im picking her up at 9pm."
Sehar: "im not telling her shit, now get the hell out!"
Zyran: "get out."
Kethan: "actual idiots...."
-he laughs to himself and he walks away but i rush to the kitchen wanting to grab a knife so badly-
-end of Sehar's point of view-
-i wait there till i hear the front door open and eventually close..-
-and once i do i make my appearance, i open the door and stand there looking at the floor-
Serenity: " i don't matter..?"
-Zyran and Sehar both rush over to me-
Sehar: "no seren you matter the world to me and Zyran.. dont listen to what Kethen said."
Zyran: "dont worry serenity, it'll be okay trust me"
-i rush into their arms and tear up-
Serenity: " i just fear he'll attack me again."
Sehar: "you still love him though don't you?"
Serenity: " i do.."
Zryan: serenity.. why do you love a man who attacks you, cheats on you, disrespects you and your family and says you dont matter to him at all??"
-i stay there quiet sobbing to myself in both their arms trying to think of a positive thing about kethen-
Serenity: " i dont know anymore.."
-the voice telling me i don't matter keeps getting louder.. am i really not anything to him?-
Serenity: " i dont matter......?
-its so clear and vivid to my sense that maybe i really do not matter..-
-but if i dont matter then why was he with me those past 2 years?-
Zryan: "seren, you do matter now cmere.."
-Zyran leads me to the sofa with Sehar-
-i sit down and start biting my nails staring at Zyran ad he looks like he's about to go speak.-
Zyran; "its time for you to break up with him and move on, you clearly heard what he said. But what he said was his opinion, does that opinion matter? No because you matter."
-those beautiful words... changed my view with a flick i no longer cared about the words.-
Serenity: " thank you zyran"
Sehar: "im so proud of you both!"
Zyran: "also, sehar taught me those words due to my ex"
Serenity: "who..?, Mya?"
Zyran: "yeah, her"
Serenity: "you miss her dont you.. ?"
Zyran: "negative."
-so straight forward? Not even an explanation.. he moved so positively..-
Sehar: "anyways, its time you have change it up seren.."
-i look at sehar confused-
Serenity: " huh?"
Zyran: " i think she means Self defence.."
Serenity: " i cant even slap properly-"
Sehar: "no no, i meant the make up.."
Serenity: " am i ugly..?"
Sehar: no no its just you deserve so much better, eitherway those tears dont deserve to be on you like that."
Serenity: "ohhhh.. alright!"
-i obviously agree with Sehar as she knows better with these situations.-
Zyran: anyways.. ill head home now, i have things to do!
Sehar: "youre always away!"
Zyran: "Well, i like my home!"
Sehar: "oh of course you do!"
-they both argue like siblings... it makes me chuckle.. also reminds me that i have two models beside me.. bestfriends that i cherish..-
End of chapter 2
