Sister's Bestfriend

Chapter 11

TZUYU'S POV

This is not normal anymore. I can't deny my love for Sana noona anymore. I need to let this out or I'll go crazy being sleepless.

I went to her house and thankfully she's there.

"Tzuyu? What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I need to talk to you..." I said.

"If this is about that morning..." She said and I cut her off.

"Yes... It is about that morning... And I can't stop thinking about it... So please... Let's talk about it..." I said.

She nodded and let me in her house.

I sat down on her sofa and she sat one seat apart from me.

"You need to know how much it's bugging me... Noona... I can't sleep... My performance at work is so low... And even my friends already noticed it... I can't think..." I said and she just looked at me worriedly.

"What's happening to us?" I asked.

"What's happening to you, Tzuyu?" She asked.

"I don't know..." I said and rested my head back and closed my eyes.

I felt her sit closer to me and when I opened my eyes, her face was already next to mine.

I fixed my position and rubbed my nose on hers just like what happened that morning.

"I know you're my sister's best friend... But I have my own interests... And that's you..." I said.

I then claimed her lips which she didn't pull away.

By the way she moves her lips with mine, I know she's also enjoying this.

We both caught our breaths when we pulled out and I caressed her cheeks.

"I love you, Sana... And I want to fight for us..." I said.

"I love you too, Tzu..." She said and pulled me in another deep kiss.

This is the only cure to my insanity for the last few days. I didn't know this conversation could make me go back to who I am, and I was even more surprised to admit to myself that I love my sister's best friend.

I spent the whole day with her because I'm still healing from being insane and out of my mind for a whole week. She didn't have any problems with me staying since she also wants my presence around her. 

"How are we going to tell this to Nayeon unnie?" She asked. 

"Nayeon... is someone I can manipulate..." I said. 

"Don't do that to your sister... it's her blessing that we are asking for..." She said. 

"What can she do with our feelings? She can't just tell us to stop seeing each other while she's happy with the Bambam guy..." I said. 

"Then give them your blessing... so she can give hers..." She said. 

"It's a great idea... but I won't let someone be with my sister if I know he will hurt her..." I said. 

"Then... you better start giving her kisses all the time." She teased me. 

I chuckled and laid my head on her lap. 

"I'll still court you, Noona... I'll work hard for your precious yes... and I will not take advantage of your feelings..." I said. 

"Then... stop calling me noona... or else... I'll call you oppa..." She said. 

"Call me oppa then... I don't think I can remove my honorifics with you..." I said. 

"Okay... oppa..." She said and I smiled as I heard her say it cutely.

After a whole day with Sana, I suddenly felt my heart rested after days of looking for her or even just thinking about her. 

She's someone I didn't expect that I will love, but spending so much time with her changed my perspective. 

"Where have you been? Dahyun and Chaeyoung was asking where you were..." Mom said when I entered the house. 

"Just... went out to breathe..." I lied. 

"Are you okay?" She asked and I nodded. 

"I'm fine... I won't go to work tomorrow... so don't wake me up... I've been sleepless... goodnight, mom..." I said and kissed her cheeks before going to my room. 

I finally fell asleep for the first time this week, and I woke up with Sana Noona's morning messages. 

She said that she's going to stay at home for today, so I immediately get ready to leave and didn't have breakfast with Nayeon and Mom. 

"Tzu! You're early..." Sana noona said. 

"I want to have breakfast with you..." I said and raised the groceries I bought on the kitchen counter. 

"Didn't your mom cooked breakfast?" She asked. 

"She did... but I was thinking... you're alone... and you probably want some company while eating breakfast..." I said. 

"Well... I'm used to eating alone... because I live here... alone..." She said. 

"Do you want me to move on in with you?" I asked and she was surprised by my question. 

"So you won't be lonely..." I said. 

"Tzuyu... it hasn't been 24 hours since we confessed... and we're not even together... isn't it a bit... unconservative for my part?" She asked. 

"Fine... then let me have breakfast with you when I can..." I said. 

"Okay..." She said. 

I then started making breakfast while she assist me with finding utensils in her kitchen. 

"I didn't know you can cook..." She said. 

"I lived in the states when I was a kid... and since Mom isn't with us back then... Dad taught me how to cook basic meals so when he needs to go to the company early in the morning and left without any food... I don't need to order delivery foods..." I said. 

"Aren't you crazy ass rich?" She asked. 

"Not back then... the business just flourished a few years after we lived here with Nayeon and Mom..." I said. 

"If you lived in the states... then you must be very fluent with English..." She said. 

"I am... but I don't use the English language unless I need to... I just... think that I sound sassy when speaking English." I said. 

"I have so many things to learn about you... Nayeon doesn't seem to be a credible source..." She said. 

"She just hates me." I said making her laugh.

I fell asleep on her couch after breakfast and woke up before lunch. 

She was just on her phone and sometimes watching a TV when she gets bored on her phone. 

I didn't know she have a very boring life when she's on hiatus. 

"I need to go back in the company..." I said as I try to wake up myself from being too sleepy. 

"Already?" She asked.

I nodded and sat down. 

"I'm sure Dahyun hyung and Chaeyoung are very worried... I usually don't go to work late..." I said. 

"Is that why you're already at home by 4 pm?" She asked. 

"Yes... staying at work late doesn't just lower my performance... but also the ideas I come up are too... impossible... so I'd better stay on track..." I said.

"I think we're going to have a hard time matching our schedules once I start my work again..." She said. 

"We can make it work..." I said and pulled her in a hug. 

Seeing Sana noona is making me feel happy every day. I didn't know how to love, but with her... it's so easy to learn how to love. She was right... she will help me learn how to love...