Him <3 ~A Zayn Malik Fan-Fiction~

~Chapter 15~ Figure it Out

~2 Weeks later~

It was a normal Saturday that I spent with Zayn.  This always concluded fat filed food, ice cream, chips, soda, movies, and some really warm blankets.    It was almost nine when I got up to go to sleep.  We had just finished watching the trilogy of Back To the Future, and I was burned out."

"How about we go to a club." he suggested

"Do you see what time it is?  It's nearly midnight." I reminded.  I never been to a club, but I knew what it meant, drinking until we got wasted, dancing like crazy on dancefloors, and acting a fool until the break of dawn.  

He looked at me pleading. "Please." He pleaded. I saw his bottom lip quiver and I couldn't help but laugh.

 "Sorry, I'm tired, and cold.  I wanna sleep." He let go of me as i began to walk away.

"Suit yourself! I guese you'll have to miss out on me singing for Karaoke Night." He said in a sarcastic voice. I quickley walked backward as I looked at him. 

"What!" I yelled He nodded at me with a big smile on his face. I squealed in happiness.  I was finally able to see Zayn singing without him hiding it from me.  "I'm going to get ready." I screeched. I quickly took a shower, and put on my leggings with a long sleeve shirt with my spiked leather jacket.  I slipped into my black flats as I waited for Zayn.  He wore a jersey jacket with skinny jeans and his high tops. As he walked out, he smiled and took my hand as I rose. 

"You look nice." He said kissing my cheek. I smiled back at him as he opened the door as I walked out.

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 As we reached the club, I was nearly deafened from the loud music and blinded from the bright lights.  As Zayn gripped my hand tightly, he led me to the corner of the bar as it started to get quieter and the lights weren't as bright. 

The crowd of people began to grow smaller. After walking for what seemed like hours,  he finally stopped at a booth.  I could see a crowd of laughing people turn into a straight face. 

It was Harry, Nicole, Louis, Hazel, Niall, Skylar, Liam, and Jessica.  I could see her whisper something in Liam's ear as she made a face.

I nudged him. "I didn't know they were coming." I whispered shyly.

He nudged me back. "You'll be fine."  He assured. I nodded and smiled showing I believed him.  But the thing was, I knew they didn't like me.  Jessica was able to feed them enough llies to sound like the truth.  She was able to show how powerful she was.

Zayn quickly broke his scilence. "Hey guys." He greeted. We all greeted eachother as we sat in the booth.  They stared at Zayn as he smiled confusedly. "What?" He asked. Everybody looked down and stayed silent.  I took Zayn's hand under the table.  Then Jessica said it.  She did it again, what she did best, she embarrassed me. 

"We didn't think you were bringing her."  She said blandly.

I could feel the anger forming through my skin.  I couldn't take it anymore.  I couldn't take her.  "You need to grow up." I said under my breath. 

I could see everyone turn to me.  I wouldn't be surprised if they saw my heart beating out my chest. She planted both of her caramel toned hands on the table as she began to stand up.  I could feel her eyes burning a hole in my soul. 

 "I need to grow up?  All the things you do and I need t grow up?" I could see Liam try to sit her down as she nudged him.  "All those times you threw tantrums, cried, starved, and cut yourself for attention."  She came closer.  "All those times you act selfish so people feel sorry for you, all those-"

"That's bullshit and you know it.  You don't know me." I said standing to meet her face. I could feel tears forming on my eyelids.  "You're nothing to me."  I said.  I walked through the small lounge and made it to the club.  I felt my eyes squint from the lights as I covered my ears.  I needed to get out of here.  I was so upset.  I was mad at the Jessica.  But on the inside I was really mad at Zayn.  He never defended me.  He left me there to take her bullshit.

 It seemed like God always put the wrong people in your life at the wrong time.  It felt he always wanted me to suffer.  I made my way to the parking lot as I waited for Him to save me again. I finally felt him touch my arm as I turned around. 

  By now my tears were dripping off my chin.  I could feel them roll softly on my neck as he looked at me sincerely.  "I'm sorry you had to hear that.  Don't listen to the shit she feeds to you." He said.

I looked at him in disbelief.  "She was in there insulting me and you just stood there and watched." I complained angrily.

He looked confused.  "What are you talking about.  I ran after you like I do every time." He claimed.

I shook my head at him.   "You were there when she humiliated me!  Why didn't you defend me?  I'm you're girlfriend!" I yelled

"That was between you and her." He replied. "That's Liam's girlfriend, and I'm not gonna interfere with their relationship." I grew so angry at his stupidity.

"That's what this is about? Liam!" I shouted.  

He looked angry.  "He's my best friend!  I wasn't gonna disrespect him and his girlfriend!" He yelled.

"Zayn, this is not about disrespect, it was about defending me no matter if it was you're best friend or a complete stranger!  I should be the one you think about in these situations! Not Liam, or anybody!"  I shot back.

He shrugged at me. "What do you want me to do then?  Stop talking to them?  Do you want me to sue them?  I mean, I can't always do everything Riley's way." He said mockingly.

I glared at him. "What's that supposed to mean?" I asked.

He gripped his forehead with his hand.  "It means that we've been fighting a lot and it seems everything I do is never good enough." He looked me in the eye.  No emotion.  No hurt.  I began to tear up again.

"What the fuck are you saying Zayn?" I questioned.  No.  He wasn't really about to do this.

He shoved his hands in his pocket. "It means we should just take a break and figure out what we want." He suggested. I looked up at him.

"I know what I want. The question is, do you know what you want?" I replied shamelessly.  Now my nose was running as I silently cried. He backed away.

"Trust me, I know exactly what I want, but you obviously don't.  All I'm asking is for you to figure it out." He opened the door to the club as he was swallowed by the infamous crowd of people.  I knew I screwed this time.  I've never seen his this frustrated.  He was fed up with me, and my problems.

  This was the perfect example of why I never wanted to fall in love.  This would happen.  I quickley wiped my tears as the little voice in my head said 'I told you so'. 

I knew falling in love would hurt me.  But something inside of me didn't want to be mad at Zayn.  I wanted him back. All I thought about that night was what I wanted. 

I wanted to figure it out.

Figure it out

Figure it out

Figure it out....................................................................................

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