Him <3 ~A Zayn Malik Fan-Fiction~

~Chapter 18~ I'm Moving

We sat their in silence for what seemed like hours. I couldn't believe he was leaving.  His news came so out of the blue that I was in shock.  The word kept replaying in my head.

I'm moving to England.

I'm moving to..

I'm moving...

I could feel my tears begging to be released as I locked eyes with Zayn. 

"Look Ri, I'm sorry." He spoke sadly.  His hand wiped away the little droplets of my tears.

I let out a fake smile. "Why are you sorry?" I asked. I grabbed his shoulders and started to shake them.  "This is your dream, remember!" I chanted.  His straight face beamed into a smile. 

"So you want me to go?"  He asked.  I was honored he even asked me for my permission.  Deep down inside, I wanted to say no.  I couldn't fathom living another day without him.  But I couldn't crush his dream. 

"If this is what you want, you have to take the opportunity." I said "No matter the situation." I added.

"Even if you're in love?" He asked. 

I shrugged.  I wanted to give him mixed signals.

 He looked at me confusedly.  "Do you want me to go or not?"

I ignored his words as I finagled with his chain to avoid eye contact.  I didn't want to be in the hot seat.

He gripped my chin between his thumb and his index finger as he glued his eyes to mine.  "What's the matter?" He asked.

I tried to turn away as he resisted me.  "Tell me." He demanded.

I shrugged. "I just keep thinking of what's gonna happen to us." I confessed.  I could almost feel a little guilt as the words spilled through my lips.

I could see the hurt in his eyes.  He hugged me as I got onto his lap.  "There will always be an us." He assured.  He began to kiss my lips softly as I pulled away. 

"What?" He asked frustrated.

"What does 'Always have us' mean?" I asked.  What was gonna happen to us after he left? Was he gonna meet some girl, or break up with me?  The term just didn't convince me. 

"It means you will always be my girl." He then kissed me on the weak spot on my neck.

"Yeah I guess." I said.  I knew I was making him feel like the bad guy, but I had to do it.  I didn't want to be in this relationship if we were eventually gonna break up?

He took my hands. "It's not like I'm leaving tomorrow, we have until May."  He said. "Just don't be mad at me."  He begged.  He quivered his bottom lip.

I giggled.  "Now how could I ever be mad at you?"  I said.  And how could I?  He was the sweetest guy on the planet.  He was my guy. 

He kissed me as our foreheads began to touch.  "I love you." He finally said.  He began to tickle my stomach.

Between my vigorous spazzes and gasps, I finally said, "I love you,too."

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