The Alters. (Purinz)

Eleven

A month had passed since their first date, since they started dating, and both were completely happy.

They began to go out every weekend, Yunjin took Chaewon to all the places she wanted. She often brought Chaechae along too, to a park where she could let her play for hours, or on one occasion, she took her to a candy store, where she let her choose all the gummy candies she wanted.

Then she had to take care of Chaewon when she ended up with an upset stomach after Chaechae ate all the sweets.

Since then, she hadn't allowed Chaewon to take Chaechae to that place again or buy her candy.

Sometimes, on some nights, Ssamu would wake her up and stay to hang out with her. Yunjin began to save some chocolates for the little one.

She was prohibited from giving sweets to Chaechae, but not to Ssamu.

Ssamu hadn't hurt them again and was behaving very well. She was quite nervous, and Yunjin had to keep an eye on her at all times for fear she would do something dangerous.

Sometimes she'd find her pinching herself, or digging her nails into her skin, or scratching her body. She took the time to calm her down, to make her feel good, and to explain however many times necessary that she shouldn't hurt herself anymore.

-I know you don't do it on purpose, you're an excellent girl; you just need to think a little when you see you're hurting yourself... No one is going to hurt you anymore, you don't have to do it to yourself either.

Ssamu understood everything Yunjin said perfectly. She was an excellent girl.

With her girlfriend, Chaewon, they would have long kissing sessions lately. They would often go to bed for an afternoon of cuddles and kisses, sometimes they would just talk softly in murmurs, or they would lie in silence enjoying each other's warmth, the caresses on their backs, their hair, or their arms.

Yunjin had never touched her beyond that; she had always been very careful and gentle with her, respecting her a lot.

Chaewon didn't have to feel bad or ask about it to know that it was a topic similar to kissing.

She was giving her space and time, and whenever she wanted, she just had to ask.

After a month of dating, Chaewon felt ready, at least to attempt to take a bigger, more intimate step.

She took advantage of one of their kissing sessions in bed, as they lay together, to start with her intentions.

In the kiss, she positioned herself over Yunjin, sitting on the older girl's hips. As soon as she felt that, she pulled away from the kiss.

-Chaewonnie, what are you doing? -she asked, not sounding upset or angry, just wanting to confirm what was happening.

-Yunjin... I would love to have my first time with you -she said, her cheeks very red, but her tone wasn't shy-. I don't know how far we'll go, but I want to try.

Yunjin smiled and gently caressed her cheeks.

-Are you sure? -Chaewon nodded-. Well, my Chaewonnie... I'll be gentle, and if I see that you're not okay, I won't do anything.

-Thank you.

-If you feel uncomfortable, just tell me.

Chaewon nodded again, a satisfied smile on her face, her cheeks still flushed.

Yunjin straightened up, sitting on the bed, with Chaewon on top of her. Her lips went to the younger girl's neck, leaving kisses, sucking on her skin, and grazing with her teeth softly while she listened to the brunette breathing heavily, enchanted by the touch. She tangled her fingers in the younger girl's hair, pulling her closer.