One More Try

CHAPTER 4 - FADE INTO YOU (PART 1)

Hello my lovely people,

It's been quite a while right?! I'm sorry for hanging you out to dry for such a long time.

Inspiration to write something from scratch isn't something easy to find. I already had plenty of admiration for all of you who write your stories and keep the pace, but ever since I've started writing this story, my admiration has only grown.

Thank you for all the kind messages you left me and for reading my story. You gave me the strength to keep up.

I hope you enjoy this EdSer version. Comments, suggestions and critics are always welcome because they help me set the tone.

XOXO,

StardustBR

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If you were the ocean and I was the sun
If the day made me heavy and gravity won
If I was the red and you were the blue
I could just fade into you
If you were a window and I was the rain
I'd pour myself out and wash off the pain
I'd fall like a tear so your light could shine through
Then I'd just fade into you
In your heart in your head in your
Arms in your bed under your skin
Til there's no way to know where
You end and where I begin
If I was a shadow and you were a street
The cobblestone midnight is where we first meet
Til the lights flickered out, we dance with the moon
Then I'd just fade into you
In your heart in your head in your
Arms in your bed under your skin
Til there's no way to know where
You end and where I begin
I wanna melt in I wanna soak through
I only wanna move when you move
I wanna breathe out when you
Breathe in then I wanna fade into you
If I was just ashes and you were the ground
And under your willow they laid me down
There'll be no trace that one was
Once two
After I fade into you
Then I'd just fade into you

FADE INTO YOU - CLAIRE BOWEN AND SAM PALLADIO

"Hello Engin!" Serkan said when he picked up his phone.

"Hi Serkan. How are you doing, abi?" Engin asked him.

"I honestly don't know, Engin. Some days are better than others, but mostly I feel like I'm drifting away."

"How come?"

"I have seen Eda in every single therapy session I had, but I still haven't been able to remember her, remember us, remember the life I had with her here, in this lifetime."

"Serkan, abi, each step that you take must be leading you closer to her. Don't give up now."

"I would love to believe it, Engin, I really would. I feel so helpless. I see her, I touch her, I fall in love with her in every single life I envision myself in, but I always lose her in the end, one way or another."

"Maybe you should come back home, abi. I keep worrying you're over there at the clinic alone. Aydan hala is worried as well..."

"I'm not sure, Engin. I need some peace and quiet to heal. Is Selin still around?"

"Unfortunately she is... She is watching us like a hawk, trying to figure out where you are. At first, she thought you had gone after Eda and she went nuts."

"I can only imagine... What made her 'rest easy'?"

"She went to Italy and looked for Eda there."