Forever young

9-valentina

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Valentina

I can't believe what just happened.

My entire life has just been healed, all the holes in my heart that have been roughly clipped together with safety pins are now completely sewn back together to its normal form.

Is this real?!

I skip into my house, and I'm not even going to attempt to hide my smile as my parents aren't even home.

Never did I think I would have slept with the love of my life.

I've always rejected affection, since I was fourteen. And now I have it I don't want to leave it.

My phone buzzes in my pocket, and surprisingly I check it, I never check it, it's usually dead.

Liam-neighbour: last night was great and we should do it again sometime

Did I just get asked out or am I delusional.

You: it was and we shohld

I typed it so fast and sent it so fast that I didn't even notice my spelling in-correction.

Liam-neighbour: but we can't tell anyone
You: yea everyone wants u so they might get jealous

That was the cringiest thing I ever could've possibly come up with!

Liam-neighbour: if I saw another guy with u id be jealous of him
You: xoxo
Liam-neighbour: after our hangover wears off u should come over
You: I'm really sorry but can't tonight I'm having dinner with my dads friends I'm sorry
Liam-neighbour: don't be
Liam-neighbour: wait is that guy gonna be there
You: yeah unfortunately I can't stab him to death
You: you could probs come tho cuz I think ur mum is going
You: it's for ur mums sister I think but idk
Liam-neighbour: I'll come and if I'm not allowed I will make it work
Liam-neighbour: anything to see u again
You: ilyyy
Liam-neighbour: aww

No. No. No. I wasn't thinking. Why. Why would I say that. No. I didnt. Should I delete it?

And he said aww. He didn't say it back.

Where is the nearest cliff!

Give me all of those fucking highly medicated painkillers!

This is bad.

Liam-neighbour: another thing
Liam-neighbour: what should I wear cuz I'm coming
You: idk how to dress myself let alone other people
Liam-neighbour: yes u do ur the most beautiful girl ever to exist and ur fashion sense is absolutely stunning
You: don't believe u
You: what should I wear tho
Liam-neighbour: nothing

My phone buzzes, and it's a notification from instagram. No one texts me on Instagram.

It's Emerson.

Emerson_43: Hey valentina, just wanted to let u know that Abigail was talking about u I walked past her and Melanie and they were saying if u touch Liam their gonna beat the shit out of you so I went over there are bashed her head through the wall so if anyone asks abt it there the context.

What the actual fuck did I just read?!

ValentinaMarie: Emerson I really appreciate you sticking up for me thank you so much no one has ever really done that for me thank u and u didn't have to ilysm xx

And I'm now scared.

Why is she doing this?

And I can't even read her thoughts right now!