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BOC Snippet 03-Dead Friends Forever-Kill

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Kill 

Tan's POV

I'll kill everyone. Eventually. 

I have to. These bunch of bastards were the reason why I am all alone in the world right now. My mom died, my dad died, my missing younger brother, as good as dead now he was missing for months. I don't buy the bullshit that he ran away with his teacher. Non could be willful at times but not that irresponsible that he will just leave the family like that, at least not me. I don't believe that. 

It was all my fault Non has gone missing. It was my fault because I was the one who made our parents pay only attention to me and neglected me. All because I won a scholarship to study overseas. I was too absorbed in my own interest to consider what kind of burden it will be for my family. I can't use young as an excuse. No matter what, in the end, it was still my fault. 

My fault that my parents has to work jobs after jobs to pay off the debts they are in for borrowing money to send me to study. Looking back, yes, true, I won a scholarship to study but eventually if and when I do graduate, the most I will become was probably some office worker with slightly higher pay than peers who didn't graduate overseas. Was that worth making my parents toil day and night to the extent they forgot the existence of my only blood brother? If I could go back to the day I got my scholarship, I would probably have made something happen so my older self didn't accept that scholarship. 

But none of those matter now. I am all alone in the world. I would probably have followed my parents footsteps and join them in the after world if Phee never showed up. Non has hinted he was seeing someone when we chatted a long long time but he never told me who that was until Phee confronted me. 

We got acquainted pretty well after I smacked, okay, punched him in the gut for telling me my brother to go die. We established one fact, Non has gone missing soon after Phee last met him. Phee was more optimistic than I was. He leaned to Non running away with that teacher. Probably that was what I needed. I needed hope to live. 

Phee told me everything about the gang and how the bullies made Non's life a living hell. I was in rage for days after Phee told me everything and I took my time observing them and asking people who knew them and Non. Pretty much everyone said the same thing. Non was a nerd like personality in the class and he hardly had any friends and the gang seem to be the only bunch who didn't mind hanging out with him, for a reason of course. 

I hate all of them. 

There were five main culprits in the gang. That stupid rich spoiled brat Por who was the source of tragedy. There's Top and Tee who took every chance to frame Non for the tiniest thing that go wrong in the group. I later found out Top was the one who got Non into the debt cycle with the broken camera and Tee has a younger boyfriend whom he would do anything. Irony isn't it? It's interesting how cruel someone can be to love and hate so intensely at the same time. Maybe I was the same. 

Then you have Fluke who was famous for running away from anything under the pretext of minding his own business. I thought people who can turn away when cruelty was happening right in front of them deserved to suffer the same cruelty just so they can go through the helplessness of help so near yet so far. 

Last but not least, Jin. 

"You cheated on my brother already?" I asked as I stare down at Phee. He didn't try to deny it this bastard. I give him balls alright. 

"I did it to get close to them and get more information. It could lead us to Non," yeah right. The true definition of fucking your way. I never doubted sex will fail. I just didn't think Phee was someone who can go to that extend. I kinda see why Non falls for this guy but according to Phee, HE was the one who fell so deep for Non. 

"Non's feelings for me, I could never really know for sure. He says he loves me but a lot of times, it doesn't matches with his actions. I am confused sometimes but that doesn't make me love him any lesser. I know Non felt the same. That, I was confident," Phee told me the first few times we met up to discuss the context of their relationship. 

I guess that really proved that Non and I belong to the same family. None of us in this family of four ever bothered matching our words and actions. Probably if we had, we would all still be together now. 

I threw away my remaining cigarette bud and walked off. 

I don't care if Phee needs to sleep his way or if he is really feeling for that Jin but my plan is set. My master plan will be set to motion soon and I will not let anyone slip through and I don't care for collateral damage. The way I see it, the more of them die, the more them to keep my parents company in the after world. These bunch of bastards deserve that much. 

I hate every single one of them. Phee only agreed to my plan because he thought it will get them to talk and tell us where Non was. What he doesn't know was I don't intend to let anyone back alive. I just wouldn't. All these people who hurt Non, deserves the most cruel and painful death and to hell if I have to kill Phee then so be it. 

I will kill them all.

For Non. 

Yes, kill. All. 

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