Sometimes Lina has a journal she writes in at work when she's not so busy. It's been about 2 weeks since Lana slept over at her house and now their routine at the salon has been set and the awkward tension isn't in the air anymore. They've gotten pretty used to each other but just in those times where Lina's not busy, all she writes about in her journal is Lana. All the entries basically go like this:-
Every. Single. Inch of her. I memorized every single inch. Does she realize just how often she drives me insane? With that stupid smile, and her gorgeous eyes, and her messy bun. How could I have not fallen for her sooner?
I've had dreams. So many dreams about her since the day we met. I've never met anyone I've been this drawn to and intimidated by. I want her. I WANT HER. Can I manifest it? Will my dreams come to life? Will it??? Who am I asking??
It's annoying. I feel so infatuated by her and somehow at the same time I'm absolutely frustrated. I'm not blind, I can feel the tensions between us... but what if I'm wrong? What if that's not at all what I think is going on between us?
So many questions I want answered. She's the answer to all my problems, my concerns, my dreams. I'm consumed by her, I'm consumed with the way she tries to bite her nails, but can't, cause it's acrylic. Or the way she's so passionate about what she does and how much she genuinely loves doing the players' nails. Or the way she puts up her iconic messy bun which somehow looks so perfect and so soft.. I'm scared to ruin it.
I love our little quips and arguments over the stupidest shit. I love our... friendship? It's eating me alive that I'm having all these feelings and all these thoughts and she's probably just thinking of me as her... friend. I want to touch her, ever so gentle so as to not wreck her perfect.. everything. I want to kiss her soft and hold her face and feel every detail like her lips and her dimples and her jaw. I never want to let go. And then I want to fuck her. Hard. I want that, I want so much. What's the point of writing and dreaming about this in my mind? It's useless anyway. I should get back to work. Hm.
(A/N: I'm so sorry for the late update 😭 I've been busy with school but I hope to update a bit more often, however short it will be. hope you enjoy <3)
