Raindrops (Kim Seungmin)

forever

I sat at the food court waiting for my lovely idol boyfriend. I was already filled up with 2 large sprites, and a woman asked me to hold her baby while she went pee. Like, who would do that? I sighed as I looked at the cute baby in front of me.

"Hello, Mr. baby," I said, smiling at the small boy. I sighed, having been waiting for an hour for seungmin to show up.

"I might have been stood up again," I said, patting his head gently.

"Stood up by who hun?" I heard Seungmins voice come from behind me. I smiled and got up to hug him. He had a hood over his head and sunglasses on.

"Hey, pup!" I said with a smile. he looked confused as he looked at the toddler in my booth with me. "Oh yeah, I was watching this little one while his mom is in the restroom." I said, gesturing to the baby.

"She really gave it to you, or did you steal it?" He asked, confused.

"Now why would I ever steal a baby?" I said with a sassy hand movement.  Seungmin chuckled and kissed my forehead. He made his way to sit on the booth with me. He played with the baby before the woman came back.

"Sorry for all the trouble, and thank you so much." The woman said while taking the baby from Seungmins hands. "It's all good." I said before she left.

"You looked hot with a baby." I said, sliding closer to Seungmin.

He smirked at me. "You have baby fever?" He said, now facing me fully.

He looked kinda pale. I frowned, feeling a little concerned. "Are you feeling alright, min?" I asked, checking how hot he was with my wrist.

"I'm okay, baby. Don't deflect my question." He said with a smirk, leaning into me.

"Maybe I'm a little sick with baby fever, but you look like you have a fever." I said with a chuckle. He laughed as well and tousled my hair before getting up. He took my hand and started leading me to shops.

We looked around a few stores until we ran into the biggest stuffed animal I've ever seen. "OMG, min look! It's so big!" I said, hugging the large dragon plush.

"You're so childish." Seungmin said with a lighthearted chuckle. He ran his hand on the fabric of the dragon.

I placed the dragon down and started to lead him around the mall some more.

"Ohhh, comic store." I said, dragging min with me. He giggled as he watched me tweak over some Spiderman comics.

"I need to use the bathroom. I'll be right back!" I said, walking to the bathroom.

As Jay left, I let out a cough I had been holding back. I had been feeling under the weather since last night, but I couldn't cancel on him again. I smiled as I looked at the comic. Jay was just squealing about some Spiderman lore. He had the joy and interest as a teen living life for the first time.

It made sense because he lost everything at a young age. I think he's the strongest person I know. I've never seen him in a bad mood. He's always bubbly and happy. I took one of each comic and paid for them. I also grabbed a manga for myself. Since he was still in the bathroom, I went back to buy the big dragon for him.

I waited for Jay by the entrance of the comic store. I smiled as I saw him happily walk back to me. He looked at me like I was his whole world, and I would admire him forever. Till there is no more existence. Till there is no light.
I've written so many songs about him that he'll never hear.

"Baby! You didn't!!" He gushed as he hugged the big dragon I bought him and looked at the comics. He gave me a soft appriative kiss.

"We should go to the K-pop store." Jay said after he thanked me.