trailer - the ocean never stops kissing the shore.
the ocean looks peaceful, pretty blue layers on top of each other, strings connected.a warm blanket of air hugs ahvi as she stands at the edge, staring into bright blurry nothingness. the sand shifts under her, all brown and covered with glittered shells. the sky looks pretty, black, hues of pink and white and yellow and everything in between. the stars are from the past. they are same but different, different where their edges are sharp at odd points, each reflected into a bright something. unique. ahvi hears soft footsteps, subtle but familiar.
then a sweet voice.
"hi"
the girl smiles. riya. she is wearing a warm jacket and shorts that reach her thighs, her legs long and her face nervous and shy. her hair left free, now fluttering with the wind. ahvi feels her heart beating faster as she smiles.
"hi"
then she takes a step closer. hands reaching out to riya's pale face filled with freckles, all pretty, pretty, pretty.she runs her fingers over the cheekbones, her heart warm and fuzzy. riya's face is flushed red, her lips pouty as she fixes ahvi's hair behind her ears.
"missed you. a lot. missed you"
ahvi says. she looks into riya's eyes, pretty brown, deep and wonderful and filled with something, something that feels like love. that looks like love.
riya pulls ahvi closer, their chests close and touching as she leans in. their lips meet, as soft as the petals of the flower. ahvi's chest expands filled with sweet sticky light that warms her and burns her. like fire consuming every part of her body. ahvi licks riya's lips and kisses and bites and nips, tries to swallow all the sweet, sweet sounds and gasps. riya's hand is warm on her neck, the other one steadying her waist. they tumble and kiss and kiss and kiss until riya pulls apart. there's heavy breathing and just staring for a while, all soft edges blurred and beautiful. riya then giggles as she collapses on the ground.
ahvi hufs
"what?"
"i... nothing....i am just happy"
riya says, her eyes twinkling, the corners of her mouth red and lips swollen.
ahvi smiles as she sits down
"me too"
riya pulls her closer, making her sit in between her legs, hands wrapped around her waist.ahvi runs her hand over the exposed thighs and presses a kiss, continuing all the way to riya's knees.riya laughs again and pulls her closer, kissing her lips. ahvi bites riya's cheek playfully and snuggles closer, her face buried in riya's neck. they stay close, hands locked and legs tangled. the sky around them is vast and infinite and scary. scary because anything beautiful is terrifying.
"riya?"
ahvi whispers, her voice coming out lower and slower, words clear still
"yes baby?"
ahvi's breath hitches at the pet name. she bites riya's neck and then licks the red spot, kissing it a couple of times.
"i love you"
riya is quiet for a minute. for too long. ahvi feels the panic rushing through her bones as she pulls back. riya has tears down her face.
"riya. i love you. god. i love you so much"
ahvi repeats as she pecks riya's lips and wipes her tears.she presses riya's face into her neck, soft but firm as she rubs circles into her back.
"i love you too"
riya says after her tears are golden and happy and their love expands, wrapping them in a world of their own.
to all homophobes - if you call this a sin, then you'll probably go to heaven but will never ever see beauty in anything. what you think and project is what is inside you. if you are hate.. you'll hate. if you are love...you'll love.
so even if you go to heaven, you'll still hate everything because hate is within you.
