A Friend To Cling On

4 - Loved roomie

| Last Tuesday

POV: Shin Sou

I'm Shin Sou–just a popular boy and nothing else. My life is nothing but meaningless.
Still walking around the corner, waiting for someone to bring my life fruitful. I then get hit by an anonymous boy out of nowhere. "Hey! Watch where you're going, weirdo." I said. I clenched my fist, struggling for control. Who doesn't wanna get mad after getting hit in the head? No one, obviously! I wanted him to apologize

I looked at his eyes furiously, letting the boy apologize quickly. "S-sorry!" and quickly fled. Didn't get used to it. Other people would be supposed to defend themselves. This guy just quickly accepted his mistake, and that's where i realized that people like him are the ones i need to make my life more interesting. That thing he just did makes him unique from others.

I went to my class, went inside, he was there as well. Making my day more colorful. As i tried to remember his name yesterday. That's where my mind hit it. Was it- Ahh! Ye Jun. The one who is so determined at acting.

Well, not a lot of people can speak like that in public. The fact that he looks like who hasn't been socializing for a long time amazes me more about him. I want him to change, telling me about his feelings and thoughts whatsoever. I want him to be my first friend. Want him to be mine. Only mine.

I started following him. Well, not really since both of us had the same schedule... Anyway, we went ahead to our next class, acting class. Seeing Ye Jun face when he found out acting class was next makes him happy. I also get affected by his.
The professor decided to make a practice scene. Needing two people in it. That's where I decided to be his partner. My eyes were already locked to his. Lots of people want me to be their partner, which I reject, of course.

I then followed him to the bathroom. went to stand against his side, waiting for him to turn. He then got shocked. "Wow, It's fancy seeing you here~" I teased. We talked a little bit, then asked him to be my duo. "Well, since all of our classmates had already found their partner, why don't you and I... team up and call for a truce now?" I asked generously. He then suspected me about not getting asked by other people. True. But I need to make an excuse. He then accepted me for either he has no choice but to be his partner OR he really likes me from the inside.

He left the restroom to go back to the acting class following him from behind. My mind only focuses on him. No one else. He turned around, making our lips almost collide together. We then just stared at each other for an amount of seconds. I was overwhelmed for a bit. I can also say the same thing to him. Seeing his face openmouthed. He then stepped back to break eye contact. He then looked at me with his eyes, full of hatred and disgust. To me, I just find it really cute. We didn't get in time, so we have to do it tomorrow.

After class, I went to lunch and saw Ye Jun sitting alone. I went straight towards his direction and told him, "Let me stay by your side for a while."

He eventually agreed after a bit of convincing, and I sat across him as he ate his bibimbap.  I couldn't help but stare at him. He was captivating. How could someone look so nerdy yet so stupid at the same time? I didn't even know why I was so entranced by the sight of him chewing. I ended up staring at his eyes. How could a man's eyelashes be so long..? Huh. I never noticed such little things about a man until now. What was happening to me?  I said in my mind.

After eating lunch, I ended up with exhaustion making me wanna go back to my dorm. I saw
Ye Jun going back to his dorm as well, I decided to walk with him. I then saw him went to my dorm making me realize, he's my other roommate that i was supposed to meet yesterday. Ye Jun then made a sarcastic comment about staying at his side will be more like eternity. Of course, I just find it really funny.

 I then sat on my chair, waiting my eyes to close. Suddenly my eyes saw something in corner, It was Ye Jun, sleeping at his bed with pile of sheets. I then just watched him sleeping. My eyes seeing a lot of details about him. His hair has a lot of volume, his face is like puppy. The way he cuddles his sheets entertains me. After a while, Ye Jun woke up, creating a eye-contact between us. The tension is strong, Eyes filled with full curiosity. I then walked to him, yanking him up from his bed, grabbing his wrist, and pushed him against the door, letting him groan in pain. He then questioned me "What the heck are you doing?!" In aggressive tone. I replied back "Oh nothing, just wanna see how you would react" with a smirk.

He then got out of my grasp, pushing me away from him. "ARE YOU INSANE!" Ye Jun said in a rage tone. He then walked out of our dorm, realizing that i went too far on my prank. I rushed out of the dorm to find Ye Jun, wanting to apologize. As time goes by I still cannot find him, making me mind anxious, and blaming myself for what happened.

While looking for Ye Jun, I saw him sitting on a bench with a calm face. I run up to him "So this is where you've been this whole time? Did you realize how long I've been looking for you?" I said in a worry tone. He didn't responded back, assuming that he is still mad at me. I sat to his side, leaning closer to his face, grabbing his hand for forgiveness. "I'm really sorry about what I did earlier. I didn't mean to hurt you on purpose. I just wanna prank you but I realize that I was going too far. From now on, I'll try to avoid hurting you as much as possible." I said. 

"Ok." He mumble. "What?" I replied. "I said okay. "Do you want me to change my mind or what?" He says while laughing quietly. I got relief after Ye Jun accepting my apology. "Wanna go back to the dorm?"  I invited him calmly. "Sure, why not" He remarked. 

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That's it for today. sorry for not updating. Got a test yesterday and yesterday yesterday. 

I'll try to update you guys tomorrow.

Thanks for reading. ✨✨